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Wednesday, August 17, 2005
*About You*

Having you around is something I'm happy about. But ever since you left, my life was never as happy as it was before. At night, I pray...askin' God to give you back but nothing happens. Now, I see you with a new girl and it hurts me so much to see you two together. Knowing that before, that girl used to be me. I continually ask myself where did I go wrong? What else should I do to prove him that I love him?! Everyday...those questions gets stucked in my head.

Sometimes I think that you're too selfish and self-centered. You don't care about people's feelings towards your acts. You only think of yourself. You always think what's good for you and only you. You're not including anyone...just yourself! Because you know what? If you do care about others too then why does alot of people mad at you? Why can't you accept others' imperfections? And most of all, why did you leave me?

See, you left me because I was not your type and now, you're finding a new girl who will satisfy your needs...see! It's ALL ABOUT YOU! Did you even care about my feelings? NO. Did you care about that girl's feelings? NO. But did you care about your satisfaction in life? Absolutely YES! Now, do you understand?

Okay, so there. I see you with another girl and how I wish that girl would be me...again. But as far as I can see, that might be impossible since you're now inlove with somebody else. You're now laughing, texting, talking with a new girl. You're now taking a new girl out to the movies and on with dates. So, I think the love you had for me before is gone and I am now replaced by a new, beautiful, and a much sweeter girl.

But despite the fact that I am hurting so much, I still wish you goodluck. Hope that you'll always be safe. Hope that new girl of yours be exactly what you want her to be.

Thinking about you was not as easy as it may seem because I am learning how to forget you but how can I do that if everyday, someone will tease me, shouting your name. Asking how are the both of us doing, what happened to our relationship and many more. But what remains to me as a mystery is why is it that whenever I hear your name, read your name, or hear something about you or anything that has something to do with you...I get the feeling of crying. It's so wierd that's why as much as possible, I don't wanna hear your name.

Anyway, I just wish I could forget you na but I also wish that you could come back to me pero ewan! I don't even know if I'm still inlove because I'm very confused with my feelings! Haay nako! Matamaan ka nalang sana if ever you read this...haha!

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