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Sleeveless guy

2006-02-18T01:44:00.000-08:00

Haay..my feet hurts! Just came home form Glorieta. Hehe! Very fun but disappointing day for me. :( Know why? Funny story. Hehe! Here's the story:

First, we went to the girl's CR so that we could fix ourselves 'coz we look so haggard that time after the jeepney ride because of the wind. Hehe! Then while I was fixing myself in front of the mirror, I saw this guy..I thought he was calling a girl that she knows inside the girl's CR..but he's not. I looked at him at the mirror's reflection..then I saw him looking at me. He even walked nearer the girl's CR just to look at me. But I didn't mind him. Then they left..I thought they're gone but when we went out, I saw him and his friends run. That's when I started to think that they are after us.

When we started to walk, we saw them following us. We went to Auntie Aunts to buy a Choco Coffee Latte then my friends saw them. The funny thing there is they looked so shocked when they saw my friends looking at them. Hehe! Then my friends told me that they ran and hid again. After that, we decided to eat at KFC..I thought we lost them but I was wrong. While I was sitting and waiting for my friends 'coz they're ordering our food, I saw them sit down at one table. Then when they saw us, they got a better seat. The three if them sat down facing us but in a different table. It was so funny! I even caught them looking at us. After eating, we stood up and decided to window shop. Then when they saw us walk away, they also stood up and followed us. It was getting very exciting..sabi nga ni VM..may thrill daw. Haha!

Another funny moment was when we were at G4 and they're still following us..then we suddenly turned to right expecting that we'll lose them. Then we kinda waited for them..then when I turned back and faced my friends..I saw them. I can't describe how funny they were when they stopped..like they're so serious in hiding and following us. Parang purkit nakita nilang nakaharap ako eh napatingkayad sila..para bang nabigla sa pagstop. Hehe! Then after that..medyo lumalapit na sila. Then we decided to sit down 'coz our feet are hurting na. When we sat down, there they were again..this time, they're holding a cellphone and talking to each other. I can see their actions through the glass. "Sleeveless" is being pushed by his friends towards me. Eh ang tagal nila magapproach samin so we started to walk again. We went to Timezone naman.

After that, we went to the center ground of Glorieta. We saw them again..running..going to the escalator. Then we sat down. We saw them going towards us. Then the guy with the blue shirt said "Miss..miss" then I looked at him. Then he said "Pwede bang makuha number mo?"..but due to my friends, I laughed instead of talking to him. Hehe! Natawa kasi ako sa kanila. Then this guy with the blue shirt got shy again. Hehe! Nagtago sila sa gilid. Then we decided to go home na..but they're still following us. When we entered the Spoof's shop, when I looked back, I didn't see them anymore. Then when we can't find them anymore..we headed home na.

Ayun..nadisappoint lang ako kasi ang gwapo ni "Sleeveless" kaso torpe/mahiyain eh. Una siya yun tinutulak at siya lagi yun nakatingin sakin with matching smile pa. Haay! I wish I could still see them again next time. Sana andun ulit sila next week kasi pupunta ulit kami eh. Hehe! We're gonna watch a movie. :)

So that's all nalang muna..Saya din ng araw ko..saya kasi dun sa AMA. Haha! Dun kasi pasok namin ngayon every Saturday. Actually 2 Saturdays lang naman. Bale next week last na pasok na namin sa AMA. Wala kasi kaming teacher ngayon sa Computer kaya sa AMA kami tinuturuan. Hehe! :p

Sige..Bye! Godbless.

Happy Valentine's Day?

2006-02-14T06:09:00.000-08:00

Happy Valentine's Day to all of you..except for me though. Well I guess you all know why.. Haay.. Sometimes I just wonder when will "He" come and save me from this loneliness. I'm just so depressed when "relationship" is being talked about. I just can't stand seeing sweet couples..It makes me miss someone so much. And that someone is someone I'm trying to forget. *but can't*

Everytime I pass by shops with Valetine Gifts..it just makes me sad, knowing that I'm a materialistic type. It makes me think how lonely it is beng single during this type of days. Especially when I see sweet couples, holding hands..kissing *cheeks* and the like. It hurts me because when you think about it you'll see how stupid I am to let go of someone I love so much.

I blame myself for the depression and loneliness I'm feeling. Because if I haven't been so stupid in breaking up with him then I might not be suffering this pain. But what else can I do? It's has been 9 months already since the break-up and 'til now, I'm still not over him.

If it's not him whom I'll love for the rest of my life..I wish "my guy" would come soon and pick me up from my fall. :'( I hope this will be the last Valentine I'm gonna be celebrating alone. I'm just the type of person who wants to feel loved everytime. I'm so emotional, that's why.

This Valentine's Day has been great although I didn't celebrate it with my special someone. One thing made this day a happy one for me and that's because we Passed in our defense for our Filipino Thesis. That's all.

Well, take care always okay? :) Happy Valentine's Day again.

so long! i'll be back soon!

2005-11-29T00:14:00.000-08:00

guys..i'll be out for sometime okay? i'll be back when i already have a new computer 'coz mine finally broke. i can't open it anymore so we're planning to buy a new one i just dunno when. hehe! anyway, i'll be back soon. and when i get back, i promise to update this blog of mine everyday, i just hope all of you will comment and read my posts then. hehe! so guess i'll be hearing from all of you soon! bye! =)

Ang wierd ng love!

2005-10-31T19:43:00.000-08:00

Hi guys! Sorry ngayon lang me ulit nakapag-update. Busy kasi eh. Haha! I'm thinking of shutting this down na nga eh kasi wala na kong masyadong time pra i-update toh lagi but I'm still thinking about it. Anyway, mustah na? Hehe! Thanks nga pala to those who greeted me a Happy Birthday! Thank you so much. =)

You know what guys? I have a new boyfriend na. Nung October 18 ko nga siya sinagot eh. Birthday nga niya nun eh. haha! But I have a big problem about this...You see, I like him. Crush ko nga siya nung third year kami eh pero it makes me think na bakit kung kelan pa boyfriend ko na siya eh I can't seem to fall for him? I don't see any hindrance that may stop me from falling for him but why can't I fall inlove with him??

Naawa nga ko dun kapag sinasabi niyang ako nakapagpabago sknya, ako nakakapagpasaya sknya and all those things kasi parang he expects na kikiligin ako sa mga sinasabi niya but the truth is walang epekto skin yun. Lagi siyang nagpapasweet pero wala talaga. I dunno what's wrong with me pero nasasabi ko talagang d ko siya mahal. Even though how much I try to force myself to love him...hindi talaga ko mainlove inlove! Argh! Samantalang siya, mahal na mahal daw niya ko. Aww...='( God, sabihin niyo lang kung hindi siya karapat-dapat sakin...I'll let go of him.

Nung birthday ko nga eh...11:30 pm na ko nakauwi sa bahay galing sa Greenbelt. Kasama ko si Elijah tska si Michael. Nung pauwi na kami, ako nalang tska si Mike yun natira sa taxi. When he held my hand and fitted his hand with mine...I didn't feel anything. Unlike with my first and third ex-bfs. Everytime they fit their hands with mine...iba yung nararamdaman ko eh. I can't explain but iba talaga yun feeling. Pero bakit pag sknya? walang feeling? Ang wierd talaga ng love. Haaayy!! Tulungan nyo ko...bakit ganun..

Please help...

2005-10-05T19:09:00.000-07:00

Girl is confused...what can she do?
Guy loves her very much...BUT!
There are other two girls who are crying for the guy...
Now, tell me...what should girl do?
Now that she's starting to fall inlove too?
Girl needs to know...Please help her.

Dreams...

2005-10-02T16:36:00.000-07:00

Does your exact dream happen or does its opposite happen? What I mean is, for example you had a good dream...a really good dream. Would it really happen? or yung kabaliktaran niya yung mangyayari? Need an answer please. =)

Sorry if I haven't been updating...napakagulo pa masyado ng isip ko eh. Dami kasing problema! Grr. Nga pala, I'm planning to change my layout na but I just don't know when. Siguro kapag may oras nalang. =)

Yay! c=

2005-09-24T23:57:00.000-07:00

Yayness! I have already customized my profile in Friendster. =) Although, it's not yet finished. It's hard...kasi I don't know how to change all the font colors. May generator pang gagamitin para lang mabago mo yun font colors ng lahat. But thanks to Moneh, naayos naman yung font color kahit na nabago yung color nung links. Pero okay lang...thanks pa rin. =)

Nga pala, the guy that I was talking about on my last post already asked me yesterday if he could start courting me. He finally decided to court me. Hehe! Pero infairness, naiiba siya sa lahat ng nanligaw sken...He's the first guy to ever propose to me personally. Talagang pinilit niyang harapin ako kahit na torpe siya para lang matanong skin yun. hehe! Nakakatuwa. =) He's a very nice and sweet guy talaga. Imagine, last thursday, sinundo niya ko sa baba nung morning just to help me carry my things. Kasi I was carrying 9 kilograms of news papers/directories kasi kailangan namin yun para sa Physics. hehe! Ayon...binuhat niya lahat yun paakyat ng third floor sa classroom namin. Nakakatuwa. hehe! He's such a nice guy...really. Pero there's this one thing that amazes me...panu kaya nalalaman ng ibang tao yung nangyayari smin?? parang everyday, someone would ask me... "kayo na ba ni -tooot-?" "nililigawan ka na ba niya?"...haay, tao nga naman. hehe!

Anyway, I gotta go to sleep na. I'm so tired eh. We had our practice again kanina for the mass songs. Kaya ngayon, wala nakong boses. hehe! Sige, paalam people! =) Yngats.

Love...

2005-09-20T20:43:00.000-07:00

After a long time of suffering the pain love has given me...a new episode of my life is starting all over again. Love's approaching me again...for the Nth time! I can't seem to avoid it, no matter what I do. It seems like every year, a guy enters the door to my heart...and leaves it, slamming the door...leaving it broken. But even though they left me broken, I will rise, pick up the broken pieces and fix it. Then before you know it, I'm whole again. Once, I had a very hard time mending my heart...but thankfully, I got over it.

And now, here comes love...again. I'm confused whether to accept it or not. Because I'm afraid to experience and feel the hurt I felt before. But I like the guy...actually he's my crush. He's not courting me yet, if that's what you're thinking. He's still waiting for the right time. But he often tells me that he loves me. I can feel the sincerity within him so I can say it's not a joke. Anyway, I'm super confused! I don't know if I'm feeling the same as he. 'Coz there's this feeling that occurs in me whenever I think about my past. Ugh! I dunno what to do. Haay! Nevermind. Let's just see what will happen.

Hehe. You know what? This guy is so wierd. Well, not literally wierd...it's just that he keeps on saying that he loves me, that he wants me to be his gf, that he cares for me and all those sweet words a guy could say BUT he's not courting me...yet. He told me that he has a plan on courting me but until now, he's not doing it. Hmm...I wonder why. Kaya nga whenever he says that he wants me to be his gf...all that comes in my head is "why don't you try to court me noh?!" haha~ kasi di ba it's not possible if he won't court me? Duh~ Hehe! Anyway, that's all for now! Gotta do a favor for Arlene pa eh...Bye bye! =)

First Quarter grades

2005-09-16T23:23:00.000-07:00

Hi peeps! Kakatapos ko lang kausapin sila Robert. Ang khulet. Pasaway. Mahal ng mahal parang tanga. Hehe~ Galing rin ako sa praktis ng choir kanina...Ayon la lang. Sarap kumanta...wahehe! =)

Nakuha ko na report card ko...haha! Medyo mababa average ko pero happy ako kasi nakasali ako sa honors. wahaha! First time. Sana tumaas pa lalo this quarter. =) Tska Deportment Awardee kaming lahat...haha! Ang saya. Etoh yung grades ko...

C.L - 88
English - 86
Filipino - 88
Mathematics (Advance Algebra w/ Trigo) - 88
Science (Physics) - 85
Makabayan - 88
Conduct - 90
Co-Curricular - 88
Homeroom - 92

under ng Makabayan...

Araling Panlipunan - 87
T.L.E - 87
Computer - 87
MSEPP - 91

Ayon lang...Ayos lang naman grades ko db? Hehe! Pero promise ko patataasin ko pa...kung kaya. =) Pareho kami ni Michael na nagpromise na papataasin pa namin grades namin tapos dapat kasali siya sa honors this quarter along with me. Dapat honor ulit ako this quarter. Hehe! Naku...sana nga...I'll study harder talaga. =)

Adik ingat ka ngayon there sa Batulao ha! Hehe~ I miss your texts na...huhu. Onti nalang katext ko...='( pero okay lang...by Sunday andyan na ulit si adik. Hehe! =D

Sige people buhbye na! Nga pala, sa mga wala pa sa links ko paki tag nalang ako and I'll add you up. Pasensya na ha...wala na kong masyadong time para ayusin ang blog ko...Sorry talaga. Sige bye na...Yngats kayong lahat! mwuahs~ Godbless!

Updates lang...

2005-09-10T13:43:00.000-07:00

People...Sorry if I haven't been here lately. D pa ko nakakapagupdate...ngayon na lang ulit. Nasira kasi yung saksakan ng computer namin and I need to buy a new one kaso madyo matatagalan pa kasi ayaw pa ko bigyan ni papa ng pera pambili. Hehe! Ayon...I need to rent a computer pa tuloy para lang makapag-internet.

Anyway, yesterday was the last day of our Intramurals. Haay! Tapos na kaagad...parang ang bilis. Pero oaky lang yan...ganun talaga eh. Uhm, we're the champion in the Obstacle Relay. Haha! Ayon lang. Tapos St. Thomas naman champion ng Sack Race. Ang ganda noh? hehe~ pero ayos lang...At least we enjoyed it naman. Yun lang yun eh...okay lang na matalo basta nag-enjoy ka. =) Congrats nga pala sa St. Timothy and St. Paulinus of Nola for winning the Junior and Senior's Division ng Basketball. Tapos congrats din sa St. Simeon and St. Margaret for winning the Junior and Senior's Division ng Volleyball. =) Nice job guys.

Congrats din kay Michael Singh and dun sa babaeng first year for being the Mr. and Ms. Intramurals 2005. =)

Ayon..sige ala pa ko sa mood para magkwento ng magkwento. =) Sige, bye bye na po! Yngats kayo lage...=)

I Love You my Lollipop! =D

I need your help guys...='c

2005-08-31T23:27:00.000-07:00

People! Please pray for the safety of my father. He's been rushed into the hospital kanina. I still don't know what happened to him kasi hindi ako makapasok ng hospital. When I left, ini-ECG pa siya. Taranta talaga kami kanina kasi umiiyak na siya sa sakit nung dibdib niya. Parang may naipit daw na ugat sa dibdib niya. Gawd. If I could only stay in the hospital kaso bawal nga ako pumasok...si mama lang pwede. Pero I hope it's nothing serious. I still can't reveal why it happened kahit alam ko. It's too confidential. Bastah guys, pray for him po ah. We really need it. Thanks.

The Three-day Retreat

2005-08-28T22:37:00.000-07:00

Just woke up from my sleep. Today was the last day of our retreat and it's so sad to leave because we really love the place. The surrounding there is very peaceful and really suitable for reflections and thinking of deep thoughts because it is so quiet. You can really have a peace of mind. Away from the city, away from pollution...all that there is is fresh air. During the retreat, I realized a lot of things although I'm half asleep during the sessions. The activity that I loved the most is the "Labyrinth". It is so fun...I didn't know that talking to God like that is very relaxing. After doing that activity, it was like the entire burden inside me was gone. I felt so safe and so good...I felt like I don't have any problem anymore. In that activity, I really told God what I wanted to say and what I wanted to do with my life. I asked for his help and guidance. I also wished for a happy life. While I was at the center, I cried. I can't stop myself from crying because that's the only way I can release my emotions. I'm not the only one who cried but almost all of us cried. In every step I make in that labyrinth signifies events in my life. It maybe joys or struggles. But as I walk there, I'm conversing with God. I'm telling him all my problems and asking for a solution. It's fun although He didn't give me the answer to some of my problems. But it's okay. As long as He's there to guide me, I will be alright. I trust Him and I believe in Him.

Because of this retreat, I realized that I was very lucky to have this kind of life. The life that has all the things I need in order to live. A nice house, a lot of food to eat, a nice school wherein I can learn a lot of things, etc. Unlike some of those people in Batulao, or maybe not only just in Batulao but in different places too. Some of the children do not experience the life I have instead; they're experiencing a hard life. Imagine, they're going to school...walking, without any kind of transportation. And the school is far away from their homes. They go to school by means of walking for 2 hours and take note, the way or the path towards the school is very muddy. So imagine what will they look like before they reach their school? When we arrived in Batulao, the first activity that we did was to go to their school. It was very exhausting! We walked for one hour and we arrived at the school with aching legs and dirty foot wears. What more with those children who walks for two hours? Those children are also poor. Some of them cannot eat the appropriate food for them. We gave them Crossini Rolls as a pasalubong and most of them are already satisfied with that kind of food. See? How can you say that your life sucks? If your life sucks, then their life sucks even more. That's why I realized that I am so blessed. God gave me this life and I should be contented with it. I cannot ask for more knowing that many would like to experience the kind of life I have right now. Thank you Lord for this wonderful life.

This retreat is the happiest retreat I ever had. This one is unforgettable...I swear. It's so much fun. We even sang and danced the song "We Are the Church". It was the best! I will miss Father Chris. He was so nice and funny. We'll miss him! We hope to do this again soon…c= Actually, I have a lot more to say and explain but I'm too lazy. Hehe! Maybe next time...just wait for another post. Hey guys, you know what? There's another thing that makes me happy. I'm happy because Bubblegum and Candy touched my hand. c= Bastah, dami pa! It's so nakakatuwa talaga! Anyway, take good care people! May God bless you all...mwuahs~

Friendster Blog

2005-08-22T18:32:00.000-07:00

Hindi na ko masyadong nakakapag-update noh? Hehe! Wala lang...nakakatamad lang kasi paminsan, lalo pa kung onti lang bumibisita at nagcocomment sa blog ko. =( Nga pala, may Friendster Blog na ako. Yay! Wala kasi akong magawa Last Last night. hehe! So I decided to make one. c= Kaya lang, hindi ko siya mapalitan ng layout. Ang sad.

Doon ako nag-update kanina kaya if ya'll wanna read it click here.

I saw Rikki kanina...hehe! Wala lang. Galing siya ng province eh tapos kanina nagulat ako kasi nakita ko siya sa school. May pinuntahan lang daw siya sa guidance. I miss that guy! Hindi pa naman siya masyadong tumatangkad...hehe! Pano, matangkad na talaga siya! =D Si Rikki nga pala ay isang kong friend...he's my ex actually. =) Ayon, sharing lang.

Nga pala! We had a Career Talk and Fair Mart last Friday sa school. =) Ang saya niya pramis! Nakakatuwa magkukukuha ng mga forms ng iba't ibang schools kahit wala naman talaga akong balak pasukan yung mga yun. Haha! =D The schools that attended the Career Talk and Fair Mart are...

Our Lady of Fatima
DLSU - College of St. Benilde
Philippine Women's University
Lyceum of the Philippines
Far Eastern University
St. Mary's College
Mapua Institute of Technology
Colegio De San Juan De Letran
La Consolacion College
University of Santo Tomas

Naenjoy ko naman siya pero yung ibang schools nakakabagot naman pkinggan kaya kapag ipapaview na yung slides or film nila tska lang ako nagppay attention. Hehe! I liked FEU and UST's presentation. Masyado kaming alive nung mga time na yung mga school na iyon yung nagppresent. Ang saya. =D Foreigner kasi yung representative ng FEU, nakakatawa siya mag-Tagalog. Haha! Tapos yung sa UST naman, ang cute niya magsalita ng English...fluent in English ata yun kasi isa siyang professor sa English area ng UST eh. =)

Ang pinaka-boring eh yung sa Mapua at La Consolacion College. Wala lang, hindi ko sila feel. Hehe! Ang panget nung pagppresent nila eh. Basta nakaka-antok! Haha!

Ayun...ni-share ko lang. Hihi! Sige, wala na ko masabi. Bastah ang pagtetestan ko is UST, DLSU at CEU nalang. =) Ayaw kasi ni mama sa Letran eh...gusto ko sana i-try. =) pero pipilitin ko rin...parang ang ganda kasi ng facilities ng Letran eh. Wala lang. Ah bastah! Ttry ko rin. =) Sa February nalang daw ako magtetest sa CEU Manila. Tagal pa noh? Haha! Oh sige, bye na po! Yngats kayong lahat! mwuahs~

About You

2005-08-17T19:11:00.000-07:00

Having you around is something I'm happy about. But ever since you left, my life was never as happy as it was before. At night, I pray...askin' God to give you back but nothing happens. Now, I see you with a new girl and it hurts me so much to see you two together. Knowing that before, that girl used to be me. I continually ask myself where did I go wrong? What else should I do to prove him that I love him?! Everyday...those questions gets stucked in my head.

Sometimes I think that you're too selfish and self-centered. You don't care about people's feelings towards your acts. You only think of yourself. You always think what's good for you and only you. You're not including anyone...just yourself! Because you know what? If you do care about others too then why does alot of people mad at you? Why can't you accept others' imperfections? And most of all, why did you leave me?

See, you left me because I was not your type and now, you're finding a new girl who will satisfy your needs...see! It's ALL ABOUT YOU! Did you even care about my feelings? NO. Did you care about that girl's feelings? NO. But did you care about your satisfaction in life? Absolutely YES! Now, do you understand?

Okay, so there. I see you with another girl and how I wish that girl would be me...again. But as far as I can see, that might be impossible since you're now inlove with somebody else. You're now laughing, texting, talking with a new girl. You're now taking a new girl out to the movies and on with dates. So, I think the love you had for me before is gone and I am now replaced by a new, beautiful, and a much sweeter girl.

But despite the fact that I am hurting so much, I still wish you goodluck. Hope that you'll always be safe. Hope that new girl of yours be exactly what you want her to be.

Thinking about you was not as easy as it may seem because I am learning how to forget you but how can I do that if everyday, someone will tease me, shouting your name. Asking how are the both of us doing, what happened to our relationship and many more. But what remains to me as a mystery is why is it that whenever I hear your name, read your name, or hear something about you or anything that has something to do with you...I get the feeling of crying. It's so wierd that's why as much as possible, I don't wanna hear your name.

Anyway, I just wish I could forget you na but I also wish that you could come back to me pero ewan! I don't even know if I'm still inlove because I'm very confused with my feelings! Haay nako! Matamaan ka nalang sana if ever you read this...haha!

tagaL k0ng d nakapag-update!

2005-08-14T18:31:00.000-07:00

nak0..kabadtrip ang Friendster! d ak0 mkapagbasa ng messages k0! ='( anyway..paxenxa na kay0 ngay0n Lang ak0 uLit nakapag-update..busy kasi eh..dami sch0oLw0rks!

wish me Luck guys f0r my exams this c0ming Tuesday. Peri0dicaL na..naku! Lag0t tay0 niyan sa Physics..hehe! ipagdasaL niy0 rin na sana makapasa ak0 sa UST kasi may permit na k0. ScheduLe ng test k0 is 0n September 18, 8:00am-12:00 pm at r0om 415 St. Raymund's Bldg. tska kukuha rin ak0 sa CEU at DLSU. haha! ang saya..gust0 k0 pumasa sa DLSU per0 hindi na k0 magnnursing d0n..baka magMed Tech ak0 0r BS Bi0 0r BS Chem 0r BS Bi0chem. haha! asteeg! =D pray f0r me ha! gust0 k0 taLaga yung mga sch0oLs na pagtetestan k0..=)

Nga paLa..ang saya kahap0n. first time k0ng kumanta sa Mass as a member 0f a ch0ir..hehe! Hosanna RuLes! =D tap0s after nung mass c0ncert na..SpeciaL Guest si KyLa. ganda niya paLa n0h? at ang puti..grabeh. ganda pa ng v0ice niya..=) kas0 ang pinakahihintay k0ng s0ng na dapat kakantahin niya eh d naman kinanta! grr! d niya kinanta yung 'TiLL they Take my Heart Away. badtrip. dami pa naman naming naghihintay sa kantang y0n..='( per0 ay0s Lang. after nun..pumunta kami ng BaywaLk kas0 sinund0 rin ak0 kagad ni papa kasi gabi na raw..eh di yun..hinatid niya naLang yung mga friends k0. buti nga hindi nagaLit eh..kasi 11:00 na yun. hehe! =D next time naLang namin itutuL0y. =) crush k0 nga yung ka-0rg k0 eh..haha! d k0 muna sasabihin kung sin0 per0 maputi at may pagkachinit0..=D cute niya!

ayan..sige..waLa na k0ng msabi. yngatz naLang kay0..buhbye! =D

AyLabyu -t0othy- =)

updates uLit!!!

2005-08-07T19:08:00.000-07:00

sa wakas! natap0s na rin ang aking kaba para sa UPCAT! it was hard nga..per0 yakang-yaka naman..but i'm n0t reaLLy sure if i'LL get a high sc0re and pass it. 0h gawd, i h0pe s0..

UP DiLiman is a very big campus paLa n0h? as in super Laki taLaga..hiwa-hiwaLay ang buiLdings..bastah! maganda..maLinis at maaLiwaLas yung pLace. i L0ve it!

anyway, ngay0n..i'm h0ping na sana makapas0k ak0 sa first batch na magu-USTET. kasi ayaw k0ng maging sec0nd batch kasi pag napunta ak0 r0on..mapasa k0 man raw yung exam eh waiting pa rin ak0..haay! i reaLLy need t0 pass my appLicati0n f0rm na! paLagi k0 naman kasi nakakaLimutan kunin sa Registrar eh! tsk!

naku! Lapit na Peri0dicaL Exam! waah~ araL-araL nanaman..p0tah..sasakit nanaman uL0 k0! hmf! i'LL be busy this week rin kasi i need t0 write d0wn s0me n0tes kasi waLa ak0ng n0tes sa ibang subjects eh..haha! tamad ak0 eh..=) tska we aLs0 need t0 d0 0ur pr0jects in different subjects. haay naman! L0rd, tuLungan niy0 p0 ak0ng matap0s ang Lahat ng it0. =)

natt0uch ak0 sa mga ginagawa niLa Richard..hehe! bumibiLi pa siLa ng Sun CeLLuLar simcard para Lang daw matext ak0..haha! 3 siLang gumawa nun..hehe! nakakatuwa..=) biLib din ak0 sa kaniLa..hehe! mahuLi niy0 Lang taLaga kiLiti k0..haha~

ab0ut kay candy naman..uhh..medy0 ayaw k0 na sa kanya..mas gust0 k0 na ngay0n si L0LLip0p! =D bag0 yan..hehe! ganda ng c0de names k0 n0h?

ayun..sige..buhbye na..yngatz kay0ng Lahat! mwuahs~

If 0nLy

2005-08-02T20:37:00.000-07:00

haay..just finished watching If 0nLy. =) it's s0 t0uching and very heart-wheLming. nakakaiyak rin. haay nak0! especiaLLy the Last part. here's the Lines that reaLLy strucked me.

-- when they were in the restaurant (after the graduati0n c0ncert 0f Samantha). Ian gave Samantha a charm braceLet..and the charms represents different things. the charm that i reaLLy Liked is the Heart.

Ian: it's my heart. It's y0urs n0w.

-- aww..=') ang sweet n0h? here's an0ther scene.

-- when they g0t 0ut 0f the restaurant, they waited f0r an0ther taxi. Ian recaLLed his dream and he knew that they where in the same pLace where the accident in his dream 0ccured. whiLe he was Lo0king aLL 0ver the pLace...

Samantha: (n0ticing Ian) what?
Ian: (Lo0king at Samantha) I Love You.
Samantha: 0h..I Love You t0o..
Ian: I wanna teLL y0u why i L0ve y0u.
Samantha: It's raining, y0u kn0w that right?
Ian: I have t0 teLL y0u this and y0u need t0 hear it.

Ian: I've L0ved y0u since I met y0u. But I w0uLdn't aLL0w myseLf t0 truLy feeL it untiL t0day. I was aLways thinking ahead..and if decisi0ns s0rt 0f fear but t0day, because 0f y0u, what I Learned fr0m y0u. Every ch0ice I made was different and my Life has c0mpLeteLy changed. And I've Learned that if y0u d0 that then y0u've Liven y0ur Life fuLLy. It d0esn't matter if y0u have 5 minutes 0r 50 years. Samantha, if n0t f0r t0day..if n0t f0r y0u, I w0uLd have never kn0wn L0ve at aLL. So, thank y0u f0r being the pers0n wh0 taught me t0 L0ve..and t0 be L0ved.
Samantha: (teary-eyed) I d0n't kn0w what t0 say..
Ian: You d0n't have t0 say anything..I just wanted t0 teLL y0u.
Samantha: Thank You.

*kissing*

-- 0h g0sh! nakakaiyak! dit0 ak0 napaiyak taLaga..LaL0 na yung part na namatay na si Ian. huhu..='( di k0 ikkwent0 dit0 kasi baka di pa napapan0od ng iba eh..kaya para may thriLL ng 0nti..y0u must see it f0r y0urseLf para maLaman niy0 yung bu0ng st0ry. =) maganda siya..pramis! pan0orin niy0 ha!

updates!

2005-08-01T20:32:00.000-07:00

sa wakas! nakapagupdate din ak0..=) weLL..Let's start na..

JuLy 30 Saturday

i went t0 Cuba0 f0r my Last review sessi0n..ayun..we had 0ur SimuLati0n Test. mukang ang dami k0 ngang maLi sa Math eh! grabeh..i suck in math tLga! grr! then when i came h0me, naisip k0 na may party pa nga paLa si GeLine 'c0z it was her birthday nung JuLy 27. Saturday na ginawa yung handaan para waLang pas0k. =) ayun..pumunta ak0 sa kaniLa..andun yun mga kabarkada niya na pur0 Lesbians..hehe! mga tib0..nakiLaLa k0 na yun mga yun dati pa but stiLL naiiLang pa rin ak0 sa kaniLa kasi hindi taLaga ak0 sanay ng kasama mga tib0..mga bakLa..0o, per0 tib0? hindi..per0 nung una Lang yun. medy0 naging cL0se na kami kasi andun kami sa h0use niLa GeLine since 6:00 pm t0 11:30 pm. hehe! nagkar0on ng inuman sessi0n..=D at first, ak0 Lang yun tiga-ub0s ng chaser niLa..wahaha! per0 umin0m na rin ak0 afterwards..=) Emperad0r tska Red Horse yun inin0m namen..shet! ayak0 ng Emperad0r..ang hapdi sa LaLamunan tska ang pakLa! hehe! Red Horse mas ay0s pa..naka-daLawang Emperad0r kami tska daLwang Red Horse na maLaki rin..hehe! buti nga hindi ak0 naLasing eh! haha! ayun..tap0s nun, nagay0s-ay0s na..then umuwi na rin ak0..kasi nga gabi na taLaga..per0 pwede pa rin naman ak0 magstay eh..inaant0k na nga Lang kasi ak0. haha! tap0s ayun..

JuLy 31 Sunday

i w0ke up at 2:00 pm..haha! ewan k0 kung bakit naging ganun yung gising k0..epekt0 ba yun ng aLak? haha! nagkar0on rin paLa ng usapan Last night na man0n0od kami ng sine sa araw na y0n..kas0 hindi ak0 pinayagan ni mama. but LuckiLy, nung si GeLine na mism0 nagpaaLam sken..pinayagan na niLa ak0! mga 5:00 na kami nakaaLis tap0s nakapan0od kami sa Robinson ng mga 7:00 pm. Libre Lang yun tickets namin eh bastah may purchase ka 0f w0rth 50 pes0s 0f snacks..katumbas nun, isang m0vie ticket na..kahit an0ng m0vie. =D si JuveL yun nagbigay smin nun..the ayun nga..gust0 k0 sana pan0orin If 0nLy..ang kas0, yun mga kasama k0 naman, D An0thers ang gust0ng pan0orin! n0 ch0ice, sumama naLang ak0..hehe! aLang naman kasing mag-isa ak0 manu0d ng If 0nLy db? per0 ay0s Lang rin naman yun D An0thers..c0rny. =D natap0s yun m0vie at ab0ut 9:00 pm. tap0s nagLakad pa kami pasakay ng jeep..imbis na sa Taft naLang kami..sa Roxas pa kami dumaan! gawd. dumaan tuL0y kami sa BaywaLk..then p0of! i had a flashback 0f mem0ries! haha! grabeh..habang nagLaLakad pa nga Lang papuntang BaywaLk..maLungk0t na k0 eh..kasi yun mism0ng kaLyeng dinadaan k0 that time eh yun din yun dinaanan namin ni Fraci0 nung ApriL 16,2005 nung gaLing kami sa BaywaLk kasama pinsan k0 at si GeLine. haay! kaya nga pinapatawa naLang ak0 ni GeLine during that time eh..hehe! anyway..ayun..naka-uwi ak0 mga 10:30 pm. hehe! next time naman daw uLit..mga September daw. mer0n pa uLit..inuman, birthday naman ni J.Lo..sa August 06 daw..kas0 d ak0 makakasama..kasi magrereview f0r the upc0ming test in UP the next day. ay0n..

August 01 Monday

n0thing speciaL..b0ring..hehe! ayan sige..mataas na daw biLL namin sa kuryente sabi ni papa kaya hindi na ak0 araw-araw magiinternet..hehe! nagagaLit si papa eh..ak0 Lang daw kasi nakapagpapataas ng biLL sa kuryente. wahaha! sige..bye! =D

haay naman..

2005-07-29T21:31:00.000-07:00

s0 sad t0 say that we didn't win First Place. we 0nLy g0t the Third Place..='( aLm0st every0ne was sh0cked ab0ut what happened because the first years w0n First Place. many says that the third year and f0urth year sh0uLd be the 0ne pLaying in the first and sec0nd pLaces but that didn't happen. despite the fact that we 0nLy g0t the third pLace, were stiLL happy ab0ut it because we kn0w that in the heart and mind 0f 0ur dear adviser, Ms. GaLang, we're stiLL the champi0n. =)

anyway, en0ugh ab0ut sad taLks. happy naman tay0..=) kanina, instead 0f g0ing t0 Gl0rieta and watching D' An0thers..we went t0 Mik's h0use naLang. nan0od kami ng The Hazing which we th0ught was a h0rr0r m0vie..hindi paLa. suspense/c0medy/nude m0vie siya..haha! ayun..dun na kami kumain kiLa Mik. ang mga kasama eh kami nina..VM, Kat, Faeda, Robert, JeLLy, Mitch, TeciLL, AnjeL, KamiLLe, Ine, DaryLL, CharLes, Toffer, Elisha at si candy! wahaha! yep..kasama siya. =) saya saya nga namin dun eh..may time pa nga kanina na nakatabi k0 siyang humiga sa carpet niLa Mik. anyway, ayun, masaya nga..tawa kami ng tawa whiLe watching the m0vie..patawa rin kasi si Toffer eh..hehe! after namin man0od..we had an 0pen f0rum..tsismisan time. =D si Robert at Mik yun parang h0st tap0s magtatan0ng siLa..bastah ganun. xempre, ak0 yun inuuna niLa..paLagi niLang tinatan0ng sken kasi kung an0 nangyari samin ni Fraci0..bakit raw kami nagbreak..haay! ay0n..sinag0t k0 naman..tap0s siLa AnjeL na yun tinan0ng..tap0s sunud-sun0d na. then dumating yun part na tinan0ng si CharLes kung sin0 yung crush niya..sinabi naman niya..secret nLang kung sin0..bka kasi magaLit siya. then after niya, si candy naman yung tinan0ng ng ganun..sabe niLa Robert nun.."uy, mer0n 2 dit0 tap0s waLa yung 1!" tap0s ayun nga, sinabi na niya kung sin0 crushes niya..and guess what?! sinabi niya name k0! wahaha! =D t0t0o ngang crush niya k0..at 0kay Lang sknya na maLaman k0..=) if we girLs, had the chance t0 teLL them 0ur crushes t0o, d sana sinabi k0 rin na crush k0 siya..hehe! kas0 sa b0ys Lang tinan0ng yun eh. 0h tap0s yun nga..bastah! natutuwa ak0..hehe!

per0 guys, i reaLLy dunn0 what's happening t0 me..kasi masaya ak0 per0 i can feeL that inside me, d k0 kayang maging masaya. kahit gust0 k0ng kiLigin kanina at ngumiti ng ngumiti, i can feeL that there's s0mething missing..kaya naLuLungk0t ak0. hindi k0 taLaga maintindihan sariLi k0..per0 sana mawaLa na t0h kung an0 man it0. ='(

True L0ve

2005-07-28T20:41:00.000-07:00

aLam niy0 ba ang meaning ng True L0ve? marahiL hindi..per0 sa iba sigur0, 0o ang sag0t. eh natagpuan niy0 na ba ang true L0ve niy0?

ang sabi ni Ms. GaLang, ang true L0ve daw ay hindi kaiLanman mapapaLitan ng kahit na sin0. hindi siya maaaring akupahan ng iba..hindi siya pwedeng mahigitan ng iba. ibig sabihin..siya at siya Lang ang iy0ng mamahaLin. Lumipas man ang pagkarami-raming panah0n, siya pa rin ang Laman ng iy0ng pus0. yan raw ang true L0ve.

eh ang tan0ng? pan0 m0 maLaLaman kung siya na nga ba ang true L0ve m0?

ika nga ni Ms. GaLang, maLaLaman m0 yan sa pamamagitan ng "magic". aLam niy0 ba kung an0 yung magic na sinasabi k0? ibig sabihin raw nun eh may kamangha-manghang nangyayari between the tw0 0f y0u. haLimbawa, padating na ang minamahaL m0..tap0s nanLamig ka bigLa. dun sa panLaLamig m0ng iy0n, iy0n yung magic. maLaLaman m0ng padating na siya kapag ikaw ay nanLamig. gets? 0h kaya naman..may nararamdaman kang kakaiba, d ka mapakaLi..yun paLa, ang dahiLan ng pagkakaganun m0 eh may nangyari 0r nagyayaring masama sa kanya 0 sa reLasy0n niy0. yun raw yun magic..

isa pa upang maLaman m0 kung siya na nga ba eh kung sa tinagaL-tagaL ng hindi niy0 pagkikita at paguusap..isang araw bigLa kay0ng nagkita, kumbaga pinagtagp0 kay0 ng tadhana. tap0s sa muLing pagkikita niy0ng iy0n, may mararamdaman raw kay0ng kakaiba..marereaLize niy0 daw na may natitira pang pagmamahaL sa iny0. parang si Ms. GaLang, biruin niy0..six years! after that six years na hindi niLa pagkikita..pinagtagp0 pa rin siLa ng tadhana at nung muLi nga niLang pagkikita, may naramdaman raw siLang kakaiba..yun paLa, may feeLings pa siLa sa isa't-isa. ayun, nagkabaLikan siLang muLi per0......

ang isa pang sabi ni Ms. GaLang eh huwag m0ng asahan na hindi kay0 muLing maghihiwaLay kahit pa sa tingin m0ng siya na nga dahiL hindi pa taLagang sigurad0 yun. ika pa nga ni Ms. GaLang, kapag nagkita at nagkabaLikan siLang muLi ng kanyang Labidabs..sa aLtar na raw ang harap niLa. *yihee*

ganyan raw ang true L0ve. ngay0n, kung hindi m0 pa natatagpuan ang true L0ve m0..matut0 kang maghintay. darating rin siya. at sa kaLagayan m0 ngay0n..kung ikaw man ay umiibig ng masaya 0 nasasaktan man, dapat raw tay0ng maging matatag..ika nga eh L0ve is Sacrifice! at huwag rin daw tay0ng umasa ng kapaLit na pagmamahaL sa ating mga minamahaL. sapat ng mahaLin natin siLa..nasa kaniLa na iy0n kung mamahaLin ka rin niLa per0 ang sabi nga rin eh "it takes tw0 t0 tang0." kaya pan0 yun? dun naman LumiLitaw yun patience m0. darating rin ang panah0n na matututunan ka niyang mahaLin. and LastLy, kapag ikaw ay nagmahaL..y0u sh0uLd be ready t0 be hurt. kasi nga, paLaging magkatambaL ang L0ve at hurt kaya asahan m0 kapag ikaw ay nagmahaL..darating rin ang panah0n na ika'y masasaktan.

ngay0n..tan0ng k0 sa sariLi k0 kung natagpuan k0 na ba ang true L0ve k0..hmm..ewan! maybe..maybe n0t. time wiLL teLL..hehe!

-- phew! yan yung diniscuss namin kanina sa FiLipin0. grabeh! tagus-tagusan..gust0 k0 na ngang magtakip ng tenga kanina kasi natatamaan ak0! marami pa siyang sinabi per0 i gave m0re f0cus 0n True L0ve. hehe! natuwa kasi ak0 sa kwent0 niya eh..anyway..sana nga paLa maging masaya kami t0m0rr0w! Nutri JingLe FinaLs na bukas! ipgdasaL niy0 na sana manaL0 ng First Place ang secti0n namin..=) tska sana maging masaya ang Lakad namin bukas. karamihan kasi sa St. Teresa eh kasama sa pan0n0od ng "D' An0thers". hehe! dami na nga namin eh..grup0 k0, grup0 niLa Ine..siLa Iris. bastah! dami na..=) kaya sana masaya. 0h siya, buhbye na p0! mwuahs~

yikie! =D per0 huhu..='c

2005-07-27T18:44:00.000-07:00

yee! im x0 happy t0day..per0 medy0 sad din. im happy kasi naging sweet sken si candy t0day. wahaha! =) first eh nung Computer time namin. Sir De Le0n was absent kaya waLa kaming ginawa sa Lo0b ng cLassr0om kundi gumawa ng assignment sa ibang subjects at magdaLdaLan. ak0, i did my assignment in EngLish..s0 habang naka-up0 ak0 dun sa upuan ni Ine, tinabihan ak0 ni candy! =D kasi k0k0pya rin siya ng assignment kaya ayun. that time, katabi k0 si Ana sa Left side k0..aLam niy0 kung an0 ginawa niLa Toffer? pinaaLis ba naman si Ana! naiwan kami ni candy..kami Lang daLawa yun nakaup0 sa r0w na yun. then, yung ibang b0ys..they started singing The Day y0u said Go0dnight. si candy..aLam niyang inaasar na siya nung time na yun..whiLe me, waLang kamaLay-maLay. haha! i just kept 0n d0ing my assignment. kaLa k0 naman kasi trip Lang kumanta nung mga yun..kaya d k0 siLa pinansin. t0h naman si candy LaL0 pang humarap sken..dun pa sa desk na pinagsusuLatan k0, dun rin siya nagsuLat! nung nahirapan na k0ng magsuLat dun ak0 sa kabiLang desk nagsuLat..ayun..tap0s et0h naman si Ine, dumating! sinabihan rin ata siya ab0ut sa pangaasar niLa smen ni candy kaya pati siya nang-asar..kumanta siya ng "May tatL0ng bear sa Lo0b ng isang bahay...." yan..ang kuLit nga niya eh..hindi niya niLaLakasan yung descripti0n ab0ut kay mama bear..papa bear at baby bear kasi ak0 raw si mama bear, si candy si papa bear at si Ine daw yun baby bear. take n0te ha! d k0 t0h aLam nung mga time na yun..kasi nga busy ak0ng gumagawa ng assignment. anyway, ayun..tawa nga siLa ng tawa nun eh! naLaman k0 Lang t0h kay VM. grabeh! issue! hehe..sabe nga nung iba sken after mangyari yun eh ang sweet daw namen tignan. ayee!! *kiLig* after that, recess na..bef0re the end 0f recess..pumunta samen siLa candy and his friends. dun siLa umakyat sa stati0n k0..eh bawaL pang umakyat s0 sinigawan namen siLa sbe namen bawaL pa. sabe ni candy.."hindi, tatabihan k0 Lang si Verna eh.." yikies! =D tap0s ayun..kinukuLit niya k0 dun..tap0s kinuha pa yung Tr0picana k0..per0 binaLik rin naman niya. g0sh..saya saya! an0ther eh nung uwian naman..kase they were pLayin' mini basketbaLL sa Lo0b ng cLassr0om..yun b0La niLa is yun pLatic 0range fruit. nung tinira ni candy yun 0range sinupaLpaL naman ni bubbLegum! pasaway t0h si bubbLegum eh..s0 ayun nga..pagsupaLpaL, pumunta sken yun 0range..tumama sa uL0 k0! d naman siya masyad0ng masakit..per0 stiLL, tinamaan ak0! ayun..hinab0L niLa k0 kasi nags0s0rry siLang Lahat sken..ayaw ak0ng bitiwan ni candy tap0s kinakaLabit ak0 ni bubbLegum, per0 niLayasan k0 Lang siLa kasi may papa-xer0x pa k0 tska magpapasag0t pa kame ni CeLestie ng surveys. tap0s pagakyat k0 uLet, ayun..nandun pa rin siLa! habang papunta ak0 sa upuan k0, sinusundan ak0 ni bubbLegum..sabe niya "Verna, gaLit ka? Verna, s0rry na.." eh d k0 siya pinapansin..sabi niya kiLa candy "haLa..ayan! waLa..nagaLit eh.." tap0s ayun! Lahat siLa pinaLibutan ak0..grabeh..s0rry siLa ng s0rry sken..hawak ng hawak sken! LaL0 na si candy..panay hawak sa kamay..sa bras0..sa Lik0d..para siyang tanga. tap0s sbe ni candy sken.."tumingin ka sken.." sabe k0 "pan0 k0 titingin say0 eh may ginagawa ak0." tap0s kinuha ba naman yung bag k0 tap0s sabe niya.."0h, mamya m0 na gawin t0h..patawarin m0 muna ak0.." ang sabe k0 naLang "bakit? ikaw ba may kasaLanan?" tap0s sabe niya kiLa bubbLegum "0o nga naman! 0h..hindi siya gaLit sken.." tap0s ayun..d pa rin siya mapakaLi..nagtatan0ng pa rin. hehe! grabeh..bukas..humanda sken si bubbLegum. hehe! nga paLa..parang binubuLgar na ni candy na crush niya k0 kasi kanina daw sinabi niya raw yun kay Diana tap0s t0h naman si Diana sinabi kay CeLestie. ayun..sinabi rin sken ni CeLestie per0 mas crush pa rin niya si CeLestie. =) sana ak0 naLang..nyarkz! haha! j0ke Lang..=)

sad naman ak0 kasi kagabi..i asked a sign t0 God. sabi k0 kapag naging sweet sken t0day si candy that means na waLa nang pag-asang magkabaLikan kami ni Fraci0..eh panu yan? naging sweet sken ngay0n si candy! s0 that means..waLa nang pag-asa..kaya sad ak0. ='(

If a girL cries..

2005-07-24T20:51:00.000-07:00

If a girL cries in fr0nt 0f y0u,
it means that she c0uLdn't take it anym0re.
If y0u take her hand, she w0uLd stay with
y0u f0r the rest 0f y0ur Life;
if y0u Let her g0, she c0uLdn't g0 back
t0 being herseLf anym0re.

A girL w0n't cry easiLy,
except in fr0nt 0f the pers0n
wh0m she L0ves the m0st,
she bec0mes weak.

A girL w0n't cry easiLy,
0nLy when she L0ves y0u the m0st,
she puts d0wn her eg0.

Guys, if a girL cries because 0f y0u,
pLease h0Ld her hands firmLy,
'c0z she's the 0ne wh0 is wiLLing t0 stay
with y0u f0r the rest 0f y0ur Life.

Guys, if a girL cries because 0f y0u,
pLease d0n't give her up, maybe because
0f y0ur decisi0n, y0u wiLL ruin her Life.

When she cries right in fr0nt 0f y0u,
when she cries because 0f y0u,
Lo0k int0 her eyes, can y0u see and
feeL the pain and hurt she's feeLing?
Think.
Which 0ther girL have cried with pure
sincerity, in fr0nt 0f y0u, and because 0f y0u?

She cries n0t because she is weak,
she cries n0t because she wants sympathy
0r pity, she cries because crying siLentLy
is n0 L0nger p0ssibLe, the pain, hurt, and
ag0ny have bec0me t0o big a burden t0 be kept inside.

Guys, think ab0ut it!
If a girL cries her heart 0ut t0 y0u,
and aLL because 0f y0u, it's time t0
Lo0kback 0n what y0u have d0ne,
0nLy y0u wiLL kn0w the answer t0 it.
D0 c0nsider it 'c0z 0ne day it may be
t0o Late f0r regrets and it may be t0o Late
t0 say

"i'm s0rry."

t0 my guy friends..p0nder this message seri0usLy..
D0n't d0 this t0 a girL..y0u may regret it f0r the
rest 0f y0ur Life..Maybe in y0ur Life,
she's the 0nLy 0ne wh0 L0ves y0u the m0st.

Think ab0ut it guys!

"L0ve is Like wetting y0ur pants..every0ne can see it..but 0nLy y0u can feeL the warmth."

-- i just saw this sa buLLetin b0ard k0 sa Friendster. This was rep0sted by MariLen. ayun..nabasa k0. naiyak ak0 habang binabasa t0h..grabeh. sana matauhan yung iba. sana maramdaman niya yung ganit0ng feeLing. haay! s0 guys..wag kay0ng magpapaiyak ng girLs ha! bad yun..hehe! =)

updates

2005-07-23T20:34:00.000-07:00

s0rry guys kung ngay0n Lang p0 ak0 nkpag-update. =) i've been busy these past few days kasi eh pLus naubusan ak0 ng L0ad sa internet. hehe! dami k0ng gust0ng ipakitang pix dit0 kas0 i L0st my gL0be simcard. actuaLLy matagaL na siyang missing..nahuL0g kasi ni ArLene. d niya namaLayan. tsk! sayang. hehe! per0 ay0s Lang..bibiLi nLng ak0 ng bag0. =) ayun nga..d ak0 mkpagsend ng pix sa emaiL k0 kasi ang activated Lang na GPRS k0 eh yung sa gL0be. ay0k0ng kaLikutin t0ng GPRS ng sun eh..tska waLa rin ak0ng L0ad eh. haha!

anyway, this week have been a very busy week f0r us, n0t t0 menti0n, a very hectic and tiring 0ne. JuLy 21, was 0ur Nutri-JingLe c0ntest. d ak0 kasaLi ha! hehe! per0 i supp0rted my feLL0w classmates..pinan0od namen yun mga participants. xempre..i cheered them..hehe! hawak k0 pa nga yung banner na "GO HOMEBOYS OF ST. TERESA!" may names pa yan ng mga b0ys ng Teresa..hehe! =) ang khuLet..ang saya. and xempre..LaL0ng sumaya when we w0n First Place! =D *cLap*

First Place - St. Teresa 0f AviLa
Sec0nd Place - St. Th0mas Aquinas
Third Place - St. Therese 0f ChiLd Jesus

at first, kaLa namen third pLace kame kasi when Sir Testa ann0unced the winners, he started with the third pLace tap0s ang sabe ba naman niya eh "the third pLace g0es t0 St. Teresa...0f ChiLd Jesus." nyak! pasaway n0h? kinabahan kaming Lahat nun huh! ay0n..waLa Lang..nkakatuwa. Go0d J0b St. Teresa! After nun activity..inay0s pa namen yun YeLL namen para sa SociaLizati0n. saya! hehe!

JuLy 22, 0ur m0rning started with Ms. GaLang sc0Lding us. kasi naman daw..waLa man Lang kaming ginawang pagpapraktis purkit waLa siya. ayun..nagaLit siya. per0 pinagpraktis pa rin niya kami bef0re the fLag cerem0ny. after the fLag cerem0ny naman..10 mins. praktis tap0s pumunta na kame sa cLubs namen. after nung cLub activities, d na kame nagrecess instead, nagpraktis kame sa taas after namen magbihis. tap0s nun..akyat na kame sa taas kasi it's time t0 start the s0ciaLizati0n na. first thing that we did was the YeLL. nauna magperf0rm ang St. Th0mas tap0s after niLa eh kami naman. f0rtunateLy, we w0n uLet! =D

First Place - St. Teresa 0f AviLa
Sec0nd Place - St. Th0mas Aquinas
Third Place - St. The0d0re and St. Therese 0f ChiLd Jesus

ayan..ang saya ng SociaLizati0n. may nangyari sa amin after ng SociaLizati0n per0 hindi k0 naLang ikkwent0. per0 sana 0kay na sa M0nday 0r sh0uLd i say Tuesday kasi waLa atang pas0k sa M0nday.

..haay! tap0s ngay0n, JuLy 23. pumas0k nanaman ak0! it's 0ur sec0nd t0 the Last sessi0n. next Saturday..SimuLati0n test na namen. naku! g0odLuck naLang sken. *pray* tap0s next next Sunday namen, UPCAT k0 na. August 07,2005 6:30 am at the Law Center Bldg. ang saya..kasabay k0 si VM! wahaha! =D

aLam niy0 ba! as i was br0wsing s0me pr0fiLes sa Friendster kanina..may nakita ak0. isang acc0unt na -TAKEN- yun name and y0u kn0w what? i was sh0cked with its picture! 2 girLs kissing! OMG! kadiri. d m0 masasabing fake eh..as in t0t0o taLaga! tw0 pictures pa nga yun eh..Lips t0 Lips. yuck. tap0s tw0 pictures ding sa cheeks Lang. eh baztah! para sa aken..kadiri yung ganun! eekk! feeL na feeL pa yun paghahaLikan niLa! nkhawak pa sa face nung girL yun isa. eekk! hehe. 0kay Lang sken kung girL-b0y per0 girL-girL?! ick! nak0..per0 anu nga naman pake k0 db? Let's just Let them be. ganun gust0 niLa eh per0 sana naiisip niLa yun maaaring isipin skniLa ng ibang ta0. sayang..ang ganda pa naman nung tib0! grabeh ang ganda niya..mas maganda pa siya dun sa gf niya..as in! ang puti kasi nung tib0 eh tska ang kinis ng mukha. hehe! anyway, sana wag ak0ng makakita ng b0y-b0y kissing. hehe! kasuka na! girL-b0y mas ay0s! =)

0h sige! ayun Lang p0 ngay0n..waLa na k0 masabi. w0oy! kung sin0 man nkakaaLam kung keLan repLay ng WWE Vengeance, sabihin niy0 naman sakin 0h! d k0 kasi napan0od kagabi eh..nakaLimutan k0. tsk! grr! nak0..mag-isa Lang paLa ak0 dit0 sa bahay bukas! waah! punta kasi sa pr0vince parents k0..ay0k0 naman sumama n0h. hehe! magaanak Lang naman ng binyag si papa kaya ayun..inaaya niLa ak0 per0 ayaw k0. hehe! anu kaya gagawin k0 dit0 bukas? 0h sige..paaLam! yngatz! mwuahs!

sin0 nga naman ak0?

2005-07-16T23:23:00.000-07:00

sin0 nga naman ak0 para pagubusan ng L0ad?
sin0 nga naman ak0 para pagaksayahan ng 0ras?
sin0 nga naman ak0 para bigyan ng imp0rtansya?
sin0 nga naman ak0 para aLaLahanin?
sin0 nga naman ak0 para gaLangin?
sin0 nga naman ak0 para tratuhin ng mabuti?
sin0 nga naman ak0 para huwag kaLimutan?
sin0 nga naman ak0 para huwag saktan?
sin0 nga naman ak0 para kamustahin?
sin0 nga naman ak0 para hindi awayin?
sin0 nga naman ak0 para hindi paLitan?
sin0 nga naman ak0 para pahaLagahan?
sin0 nga naman ak0 para huwag baLewaLain?

at

sin0 nga naman ak0 para mahaLin rin?

waLa Lang..c=

2005-07-12T20:37:00.000-07:00

hmm..yum! hehe..just finished eating a Big Mac meaL..haha! tsaLap! =D anyway, since i have n0thing sensibLe t0 p0st..i'LL just teLL y0u what happened t0 me this day. haha! peri0d by peri0d ha. nyahaha!

Library - first peri0d nmen t0h every Tuesday eh. uhm, ay0n..i just did my assignment in AP tap0s kwentuhan and xempre..tawanan. kame kaya yun madaLas na maingay dun. haha! twice nga kame napagaLitan nung Librarian dun Last time eh..wahaha! mga pasaway t0h eh! =D

CL - we had 0ur discussi0n ab0ut The Church as a Mystery. then yun..bef0re 0ur time ends, nagaLit pa smen si Sir Boh0L. hehe! ang dame kasing interrupti0ns..tska hindi raw kame nagpaparticipate. haha! aLam niy0 kung baket? kasi..Lahat kame inaant0k. hehe!

MSEPP - PE namen t0day eh. gawd. ang strict ni Ms. GeLit0! she d0esn't want any0ne bringing mirr0rs,c0mbs,waLLets, and ceLLph0nes during 0ur PE time. kapag may nakita raw siyang nagdaLa nun, icc0nfiscate niya daw. and kanina..may nac0nfiscate na siya. hehe! and just Like 0ther PE teachers, ayaw niya yung tinataas yung ibaba ng j0gging pants and gust0 niya nakatuck-in yun PE T-shirts namen. grr..ayak0 pa naman ng ganun. xuper pasaway kasi ak0 eh..hindi nakatuck-in yun shirt k0 tap0s tinataas k0 yung ibaba ng j0gging pants k0. haha! nung pinaay0s niya smen yun PE unif0rm namen, sumun0d naman ak0 kas0 nung bandang huLi..binaLik k0 rin sa dati..haha! anyway, ay0n..gumawa Lang kame ng mga steps sa exercise namen. sa Thursday daw namen ipperf0rm.

Recess - i did my graph in Physics f0r my Experiment paper whiLe guarding the Sacred Heart gate near Gate 1. MSV kasi ak0..hehe! and 0n-duty ak0 during 0ur recess time. =)

AraLing PanLipunan - we watched a fiLm entitLed "No Time f0r Play". it's aLL ab0ut chiLdren w0rkers. nga paLa, candy esc0rted me papas0k ng AVR-A. haha! =D

Physics - we had 0ur Quiz #3 which was ab0ut Vect0rs. grabeh! i think aLL 0f us faiLed kasi haL0s Lahat kame, hindi namen aLam kung an0 gagawin dun. gawd! at dahiL sa mabagaL nga nameng paggawa..Sir deLa Cruz sc0Lded us. grabeh..nakakatak0t. s0bra! si CeLestie nga nanginig sa tak0t eh..hehe! b0b0 raw kame sabe ni Sir deLa Cruz. 0uch n0h? sec0nd star pa man din daw kame. haay! i'm starting t0 hate Physics. tsk!

Lunch - tambay Lang kame sa Garden 0f SimpLicity. *tama ba?* haha! ayun..dun kame madaLas eh.

FiLipin0 - we had an 0bserver, Ms. de Guzman. we discussed ab0ut "PagisLam, the christening 0f MusLims". i have Learned many things ab0ut the christening 0f MusLims and the christening 0f Christians. dami differences. hehe! may time nga paLa na Lahat kame natatawa na..even Ms. GaLang kas0 hindi kame makapagbiruan kasi nga may 0bserver. ayun..tap0s we aLs0 had 0ur Quiz #5 afterwards.

EngLish - nagv0cabuLary Lang kame tap0s nagdiscuss ab0ut "The LittLe Prince". we haven't been Listening t0 Ms. SaL0ngga nga eh. KamiLLe and I have been having 0ur trips..haha! nagtetext kame kahit na nasa Lik0d k0 Lang siya. haha! pati si Joana, nakikisaLi smen. haha! =D

Math - here c0mes Sir dela Cruz nanaman! buti hindi niya kame masyad0ng pinagaLitan this time. hehe! a LittLe bit Lang. =) we just did an exercise in 0ur Workb0ok. tap0s ayun. tap0s na. =)

nung nadismiss na kame..i went t0 my L0cker t0 fix my things na then nagret0uch-ret0uch. haha! then i waited f0r ArLene and my 0ther friends kasi siLa yun kasabay k0 pag-uwi. Si ArLene kinakausap pa nung adviser niLa and yun 0ther friends k0 naman na siLa VM eh may praktis ng Nutri JingLe. 3 siLang kasaLi dun except f0r me and Maan. =) ay0n..nung tap0s na siLa..umuwi na kame,per0 xempre bef0re kame umuwi, tinignan k0 muna si candy. haha! then yun..we went h0me na. =D

yan Lahat ng nangyari f0r t0day. haha! ay! ab0ut candy..may naLaman ak0. actuaLLy, i knew this dati pa but i didn't beLieve it eh kasi parang imp0sibLe. per0 ngay0n..naniniwaLa na k0..haha! since KamiLLe t0Ld me the same thing..naniwaLa na ak0. hehe! sabe niLa candy has a crush 0n me t0o. wahaha! per0 hindi Lang ak0 yun crush niya. hehe! =) katuwa! ayun sige..buhbye na. yngatz kay0 Lagi. mwuahs! =D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IRIS! =D

The LittLe GirL

2005-07-11T18:32:00.000-07:00

Inside me Lies a LittLe girL,
with a br0ken heart.
Wh0 thinks everything in Life sucks,
aLL because her w0rLd was t0rn apart.

She feeLs she has n0thing Left t0 gain,
and everything t0 fear.
At night she sits and cries,
just 0ne t0o many tears.

She d0esn't reaLLy understand,
everything that's g0ing 0n.
But aLL she reaLLy wants t0 understand is,
why the L0ve 0f her Life is g0ne?

She never reaLLy knew h0w easiLy
things c0uLd just sLip away.
And the m0re she tried t0 f0rget ab0ut him,
made it hurt m0re each and everyday.

She can't seem t0 m0ve 0n,
n0 matter h0w hard she tries.
Every night she thinks ab0ut him,
her heart screams and cries.

It's hard t0 0pen my eyes and write this p0em,
kn0wing that LittLe girL is me.
I wish I c0uLd cL0se my eyes,
and never again see what I see.

why?

2005-07-10T16:15:00.000-07:00

ang saket ng ears k0..haha! just finished taLking t0 Ryan 0ver the ph0ne. haha! dame namen npag-usapan. simuLa 12:00 pm ba naman hanggang 4:00 pm eh..hehe! grabeh..ang khuLet niya kausap..pur0 imaginati0ns ab0ut Joana. haha! tap0s nagkwent0 rin siya..bastah marami!

anyway, Lam niy0 guys..i cried again Last Last night. bigLaan siya..may naaLaLa kasi ak0 tap0s ay0n..bigLang tumuL0 yun Luha k0. gawd. ganun na ba kababaw yun Luha k0? waah! buti naLang..napigiL k0 kasi nkatuL0g na rin ak0. hehe! tap0s may naisip ak0 kn0wing that he aLs0 cried because 0f me.

naisip k0 na bakit pati siya umiiyak? dahiL ba umiiyak ak0? 0 dahiL nasasaktan din siya? i w0ndered. kung nasasaktan siya..then why the heLL w0uLd he d0 s0mething that w0uLd hurt b0th 0f us? is it that imp0rtant f0r us t0 be hurt? kaiLangan ba taLagang ganun? why can't he just d0 s0mething that w0uLd make us b0th happy? dapat hindi na niya k0 iniiyakan..kasi dapat bag0 niya ginawa yun, dapat yun ready siya. kasi f0r me, it's an act 0f f0oLishness. he's just hurting himseLf. dapat ak0 Lang yun umiiyak that time kasi ak0 yun mas nasasaktan eh. i'm the 0ne wh0 have been rejected..and it hurts s0 much kaya dapat ak0 yun umiiyak..hindi siya. d0n't teLL me na kaya siya umiiyak eh mahaL niya k0 kasi if he reaLLy d0es L0ve me, he w0uLd stiLL accept me f0r wh0 and what i am. n0 matter what quaLities i have. right? and besides, pe0pLe change..and i am wiLLing t0 change f0r the benefit 0f 0ther pe0pLe. anyway, ayun nga..why did he cry? kasi mahaL niya k0? nak0..gasgas na yan. he has t0 admit that nat0uch Lang siya sigur0 kaya pati siya nadaLa sa pag-iyak k0. maLamang yun Lang yun. tska twice Lang naman siya umiyak eh..kaya f0r sure, yun nga Lang yun dahiLan..nadadaLa Lang siya sa pag-iyak k0. but i have t0 admit..na-t0uch din ak0 kasi umiyak siya dahiL sa akin. nakakatuwang isipin. hehe!

nak0..napaka-em0ti0naL taLaga ng girLs n0h? m0st 0f us..mabababaw Lang ang Luha. meaning, madaLing mapaiyak. crybabies. haha! =D per0 ay0s Lang..aLL th0se tears i've shed naman eh, aLL w0rth it naman. kasi siya yun reas0n..hehe! per0, ayaw k0 na rin maging isang crybaby..mahirap! madaLas mamaga ang aking mga mata! ang panget tignan! haha! d baLe, sa gabi Lang naman ak0 ganun eh..per0 pag araw..naku! haLakhak ang nagagawa k0 sa sch0oL. minsan nga ang sakit na ng panga at tiyan k0 d pa rin ak0 makatigiL sa katatawa eh..hehe! masaya kasi taLaga sa sch0oL..xuper! kakakiLig pa! wahaha! hmm..ay0n..share k0 Lang. bastah! why did he cry??!! hehe! sige..buhbye! =D yngatz p0.

bakit ganun?

2005-07-09T22:40:00.000-07:00

there's this time when i sent a message t0 a friend 0f mine.

i entered the message and as i was g0nna press SEND, i thinked twice whether t0 send the message 0r n0t. i dunn0 what g0t int0 me..why i feLt s0 nerv0us bef0re sending that certain message. but then my finger suddenLy pressed SEND. actuaLLy, i g0t w0rried when i did that. i was thinking 0f canceLLing the sending 0f the message but it's imp0ssibLe t0 d0. i th0ught 0f sending my friend a "s0rry, wr0ng send." message but i didn't. when my ceLLph0ne c0nfirmed that the message was aLready sent, i feLt s0 scared, w0rried, nerv0us..i was thinking if my friend wiLL give a repLy 0r n0t. and if my friend d0es give a repLy, what is it? wiLL it c0ntain unexpected w0rds? i was s0 paran0id that time! i dunn0 what happened int0 me! what caused aLL this tensi0n? i 0nLy sent that friend 0f mine a message..a message that d0esn't even make sense. a simpLe message! and i 0nLy did that 0nce!

what is causing me t0 act Like this? d0 i have a speciaL feeLing t0 that pers0n? 0r am i just afraid 0f that pers0n? an0ther c0nfusing thing that's been bugging me. grr! heLp me answer pLease.

which 0f them??

2005-07-06T20:24:00.000-07:00

h0w wiLL y0u kn0w which 0ne is the 0ne y0u L0ve the m0st?

Let's say y0u feLL inL0ve t0 tw0 different pers0ns.

1st pers0n. y0u think 0f him everytime y0u're aL0ne. y0u daydream..and think ab0ut him. y0u're heart beats fast eveytime y0u remember him and sends y0u chiLLs when y0u recaLL aLL the sweet mem0ries y0u had with him. it makes y0u cry when y0u think 0f him being with an0ther girL and y0u get jeaL0us when y0u hear rum0rs ab0ut him and a certain girL. y0u can't stand a day with0ut even thinking 0f texting him 0r what.

2nd pers0n. y0u think that y0ur day is aLready c0mpLete if he taLks t0 y0u, even just 0nce. y0u Like it when he gLances at y0u and y0u feeL happy and kiLig when y0u tw0 make an eye c0ntact. y0u feeL gLad when he t0uches y0ur hand. y0u aLways try t0 find a way just t0 gLance 0r Lo0k at him f0r just a sec. y0u Like it very much when he waLks with y0u.

n0w what? which 0f them d0 y0u think y0u L0ve the m0st? it's very c0nfusing. but i think..the answer is the 1st pers0n. anyway, what d0 ya'LL think? heLp pLease.

by the way! here's a sh0ut0ut f0r a friend 0f mine.. =D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RIKKI!!
we miss y0u na! sana nababasa m0 t0h..haha! =)

0kay, back t0 the t0pic..heLp me answer the questi0n pLease.

my new Lay0ut! =D

2005-07-05T22:36:00.000-07:00

presenting...my new Lay0ut! haha! thanks t0 CharLene! gaLing niya n0h? =) she's the best taLaga! i id0Lize her in making these stuffs! =D gaLing gaLing kasi niya eh! anyway, watcha think? ganda ba? =) give y0ur c0mments ab0ut my new Lay0ut naman 0h! thanx! =)

0ur FieLd Trip

2005-07-04T21:42:00.000-07:00

just finished taking a bath and i aLs0 ate my dinner na rin..haha! it was a reaLLy c0oL and 0h-s0-fun day! =D i've L0ved every minute 0f it!

we Left the sch0oL at 6:30 0r 7:00 am. it t0ok us 3 h0urs bef0re arriving t0 Biak na Bat0. s0 whiLe 0n the bus, i Listened t0 mp3 s0ngs whiLe eating. aLL 0f us were s0 n0isy but it was fun. s0me were sLeeping and s0me are taking pictures with their different camera f0nes and digicams. Shrek 2 was pLayed 0n the bus but i didn't watch it. i'd rather Listen t0 music than t0 watch that. hehe! there's n0thing wr0ng with the m0vie, i just d0n't Like watching stuffs Like that. anyway, we arrived at Biak na Bat0 at 10:00 am. when we arrived there, 0ur faciLitat0rs and t0ur guides t0Ld us t0 change cL0thes because the activities were g0nna d0 is trekking and caving. s0 aLL the b0ys went 0ut whiLe aLL 0f us immediateLy changed 0ur PE unif0rm t0 shirt and sh0rts. at first, i th0ught my sh0rts were reaLLy sh0rt s0 i was thinking twice whether t0 wear my capri pants 0r wear my sh0rts. i saw s0me 0f my cLassmates that they t0o, have sh0rt sh0rts. haha! s0 i w0re my sh0rts nLang. =)

trekking is fun..per0 kapag0d rin! we waLked a L0ng L0ng way g0ing t0 the cave. and when we arrived at the cave, it was s0 dark s0 we turned 0n 0ur fLashLights. =) g0ing inside that cave is hardw0rk! haha! it's h0t and dirty. my sh0es g0t dirty because 0f the sticky "putik". there was this part when we have t0 aLm0st crawL just t0 make 0ur way 0ut. haha! n0w that was fun! =D bef0re that part nga paLa, candy was heLping us..then when he heard me reacting, sbe niya "0h cgeh mahaL k0, gust0 m0 buhatin naLang kita." 0h gawd! aLL i can d0 that time is t0 smiLe..haha! per0 tinawanan k0 Lang siya nun. hehe! =) then yun..nakaLabas rin naman kami. s0 sad, waLa ak0ng nakitang paniki! pinakagentLeman that time is Jasper taLaga! grabeh..siya Lagi tumutuL0ng sken.

after that, we went back t0 0ur sch0oL bus and it was aLm0st Lunch. s0 we had 0ur Lunch na rin. my 'kada and me ate inside the bus..tap0s may kiLig nanaman. hehe! i sat at AnjeL's and TeciLL's seat and there, i ate my Lunch. sa harap k0 naman, siLa Kat and KathLeen. tap0s sa Lik0d k0 naman sina candy, bubbLegum and their friends. haha! ayun..whiLe eating my Lunch, et0h yun naging c0nv0..

bubbLegum: si verna tatahitahimik per0 tignan m0 naman kinakain! j0LLibee! yan ang mayaman!
ak0: *tawa Lang*
t0ffer: titirhan ak0 niyan ni verna ng chicken j0y eh!
candy: ak0, kakainin k0 naLang si verna para makain k0 rin yung chicken j0y..per0 hinde! LiLigawan nLang kita verna!
aLL: *tawa*

waLa ak0ng karereacti0n n0h? masaya kasi ak0 nun..haha! =D tap0s when i finished eating..tumay0 ak0 sa aisLe. here's an0ther c0nv0..

candy: ang sexy ni verna 0h!
ak0: nye..*sabay tawa*
candy: ang sexy *niLaLar0 yun diLa* d baLe, magiging akin ka rin.
ak0: *tawa Lang*

may iba pa siLang sinabi eh..per0 wag na yun..kababuyan na niLa yun eh..haha! mga kumag yun. per0 stiLL, kiLig ak0! nyahaha! vinide0han k0 pa nga siLa eh! haha! then yun, pagtap0s kumain ng Lahat..we g0t ready f0r 0ur next activity which was rapeLLing. we g0t d0wn fr0m the bus and waLked g0ing t0 the hanging bridge..dun kasi L0cated yun r0pe f0r the rapeLLing activity. actuaLLy, there are tw0 hanging bridges and dun pa yun sa pangaLawa. hehe! anyway, they did a dem0 f0r us and aLs0 t0Ld us h0w t0 0perate s0me things and aLs0 t0Ld us the d0's and d0nt's during the activity. nagawa k0 rin and it was fun! per0 parang waLa Lang..waLang masyad0ng thriLL.

after the rapeLLing activity..it's swimming time na! haha! bumaLik kame sa kabiLang iL0g kasi mas maLinis at maLinaw yun tubig dun. whiLe i was cr0ssing the river, there are s0 many sLippery r0cks tap0s ang tutuLis pa ng r0cks sa ibaba! s0 i sLipped and g0t a cut sa hinLaLaki ng f0ot k0! whiLe i was 0n the water, it was bLeeding but i didn't pay any attenti0n t0 it kasi d naman siya maLaki eh! tap0s yun, nagbabad kame sa tubig. ang sarap grabeh! ang Lamig! andun uLit si candy and iniinis niya k0..he was spLashing water directLy t0 me! s0 yun..gantihan Lang kame. hehe! ang saya! ayaw nga niya ak0 tigiLan eh..nung nananahimik ak0 bigLa ba naman ak0ng binasa! eh di binasa k0 uLit siya. hehe! sumisid din kame..nagpatagaLan kame sa iLaLim ng tubig..ang sarap! kaya Lang ang daLi namen napapaLutang and there's n0t en0ugh space f0r us t0 m0ve kase maLiit Lang taLaga yun pLace and ang dami pa namen. s0 ayun. but stiLL it was fun! et0h yun pinakagust0 k0ng nangyari kasi et0h yun pinakamasaya eh! haha!

after nit0 eh we t0ok a bath na..then g0t dressed. pagtap0s namen Lahat maLig0, umaLis na yun bus. i feLL asLeep sa bus and namanhid yun paa k0! d tuL0y ak0 makatuL0g ng maay0s. haay! nakakaant0k sa bus kaya aLm0st aLL 0f us were asLeep. hehe!ang tagaL nga nung biyahe eh! 7:30 pm na ata kme nkarating sa sch0oL. ay0n..when we arrived sa sch0oL, nagbuhbye na kame sa isa't-isa. then uwi na! tap0s et0h i'm typing this na! haha!

ayan..nakwent0 k0 na..ang haba! hehe! sige..yngatz p0 kay0! t0m0rr0w naLang yung new Lay0ut k0! can't edit pa eh..gabi na kasi, i stiLL have t0 g0 t0 sch0oL t0m0rr0w kasi Aptitude test namen tska may quiz sa FiLipin0 kaya bawaL ang absent. as much as i'd L0ve t0 be absent f0r t0m0rr0w eh d pwede! ay, sad.. =( anyways! sige..buhbye na! mwuahugs!

thanx nga paLa sa mga nagcare sken..th0se wh0 said na magingat ak0..haha! dami kay0..saLamat taLaga! =D mwuah! at Least i knew that s0me0ne stiLL cares f0r me. at ngay0n aLam k0 rin an hindi Lang isa, marami rin paLa. hehe! =) L0ve y0u guys!

excited na k0!

2005-07-03T22:25:00.000-07:00

phew! at Last! im thr0ugh fixing aLL the things i need f0r the trip t0m0rr0w! m0st 0f us are excited, incLuding me.=) yun nga Lang..i have n0 camera. sira kasi cam nmen dit0 eh..d baLe, i can stiLL use my ceLLph0ne f0r image and vide0 purp0ses aLth0ugh L0w mem0ry na siya. but i can deLete s0me pictures 0r s0und cLips anyway.

just g0t h0me fr0m Makati. hehe! i went t0 Gl0rieta, SM and Landmark with my c0usins. ang saya kahit tatL0 Lang kame..iba taLaga kpag b0nding ng mga magpipinsan n0h? haha! we're g0nna d0 it next week..si Ate ChiLe naman yun magshsh0pping. kanina kase, ak0 yun nagsh0pping. anyway, we had fun nga..we ate at Br0wnies Cafe tap0s naghanap ng mga gamit na kaiLangan k0 f0r t0m0rr0w then we pLayed at Timez0ne. 7:00 pm na kame umaLis dun..hehe! then nagstay pa siLa dit0 sa bahay, naggitara kame..nan0od..made s0me ph0necaLLs. dapat nga kakain pa siLa dit0 eh ang kas0, baka masyad0 na siLang gabihin sa pag-uwi. Si Ate ChiLe kasi taga Sucat pa tap0s si Jec taga Taguig..eh pupunta pa ata si Jec sa Alabang kaya yun..d na siLa nakakain, ang tagaL kasi nung kanin eh! haha! when they Left, i was 0n the ph0ne with VM..nagchichikahan kame ab0ut sa dadaLhin namen t0m0rr0w! grabeh..ang daming excited. haha!

3 h0urs raw ang biyahe s0 i need t0 bring a piLL0w s0 that i can sLeep per0 i d0n't have a smaLL piLL0w eh s0 i decided t0 bring Huggy with me! yayness! haha! =D ay grabeh! i can imagine na the things we're g0nna d0 t0m0rr0w! sana masaya! para hindi naman sayang yung pagpapakapag0d k0 and the m0ney i spent t0 buy my stuffs. i b0ught nga paLa, new shades tska a pink Roxy cap. ang kyut nga eh! =) gawd, dami k0 dadaLhin bukas! tap0s i need t0 g0 t0 j0LLibee pa t0 buy my f0od f0r Lunch. haay! buti nLng may kasama ak0..si Kat. hehe! waah! i can't st0p thinking ab0ut this trip. sana may mga daLa siLang discman. waLa kasi ak0ng ganun eh..haha! p0or Lang ak0 eh. haha! sana may mahiram ak0ng discman n0h? dadaLhin k0 nga yun MYMP cd k0 tska yun kay Nina. haha! waLa pa kasi ak0ng burnt cd ng mga fave s0ngs k0 eh. anyway! aLam niy0 ba..im trying t0 c0nvince my parents t0 buy me an iPod. kas0 sabe ng mga pinsan k0, parang masyad0ng Luh0 raw yun kase parang waLa ka naman daw mapapaLa sa iPod. per0 bahaLa na! gust0 k0 taLaga nun eh..im such a music L0ver kaya k0 gust0 nun..tska i think it's c0oL eh..kyut kaya nung itsura nun. hehe! if ever, pink yun bibiLhin k0 0r white. hehe! kahit 4GB Lang ay0s na..1,000 s0ngs na rin maiist0re nun n0h..ayus na yun. haay! sana makabiLi ak0 nun. im reaLLy trying t0 c0nvince them, ang sabe ng m0m k0, next week daw titignan daw namen. haha! sana nga! then baka mism0 dun sa st0re, mapiLit k0 siLang ibiLi ak0 nun then i'd be s0 happy na!! haha! =D

ui guys! baLik kay0 rit0 bukas! para makita niy0 new Lay0ut k0 made by CharLene! ang ganda! it's pink! bastah, if y0u wanna see it then c0me back here t0m0rr0w sigur0 mga 10:00 pm. =D s0 much thanks t0 CharLene. =)

sige..ayun Lang muna! yngatz kay0ng Lahat! mwuahs!

Q: yEr sYt iSh hOtt !
A: thanx! =)

exhausting day

2005-07-02T21:59:00.000-07:00

whatta exhausting day! just had my rest after my UPCAT Review. phew! it was fun..per0 mej0 b0ring din. we had 2 sessi0ns t0day..baLe hindi paLa 5 sessi0ns t0h..10 sessi0ns siya and 2 sessi0ns per meeting. kaya 5 weeks ak0ng ganit0. waah! sakt0 nga eh..after nit0ng review k0, the next Saturday and Sunday eh exam days na f0r UP and that's August 6-7. haay! i just h0pe i'LL Learn many things dit0 sa review na t0h..hehe! per0 may natutunan naman ak0 kanina..mej0 nahirapan Lang ak0 sa Math. hehe! kahit keLan taLaga pahirap ang Math!
ay0s naman yun treatment samen dun..taLagang pangc0LLege ang dating. training f0r c0LLege na rin yun eh. here are s0me things i Learned na gawain sa c0LLege:

- y0u d0n't have t0 ask f0r permissi0n if y0u want t0 Leave the r0om.
- y0u can eat inside the cLassr0om.
- y0u can use ceLLph0nes inside the cLassr0om.
- y0u can decide whether t0 Listen t0 the pr0f. 0r have a chit-chat with y0ur friends 0r seatmate.
- y0u d0n't have t0 stand up when y0u answer.
- y0u are free t0 d0 anything y0u Like as L0ng as it d0es n0t distract the wh0Le cLass.

weLL..yeah, maybe n0t aLL 0f that are appLicabLe t0 s0me sch0oLs per0 i kn0w, ganyan sa UP. hehe! ay0s nga eh..=) anyway, Lam niy0..i have new friends na. hehe! siLa..Hannah, Charm, 0man, Vren and CazeL. saya n0h? hehe! =D ay0n Lang..hehe!

w0oy! si John Cena..nasa Monday Night Raw na! wahaha! 2 champs are 0n Raw. nyahaha! mga asawa k0..nyak! j0ke Lang.

haay nak0! wala ak0ng masabe ngay0n! sige buhbye muna.. =)

araw k0 ngay0n

2005-07-01T19:26:00.000-07:00

t0day..i went t0 Robins0n's pLace t0gether with Robert, Jec2x and Iris. Ryan was supp0sed t0 be with us t0o per0 d siya pumunta. i dunn0 why..anyway, pinan0od nga namin yun War 0f the WorLds. it's c0oL kaya Lang s0me 0f its parts are kinda b0ring..we aLm0st feLL asLeep. haha! per0 ganda rin. ay0n..masaya.

nga paLa..0ur fieLd trip is 0n Monday na! yay! haha! im x0 excited..i h0pe it turns 0ut great! =D we're g0in' t0 Biak na Bat0..we're g0nna g0 caving, trekking..and d k0 na aLam. hehe! 0pti0naL yun rapeLLing and r0ck cLimbing. per0 gagawin k0 rin yun..hehe! =) i need t0 be prepared f0r 0ur fieLd trip..kakaexcite. wahaha. =D 0n Sunday, i might g0 sh0pping f0r the things i need f0r the trip.

t0m0rr0w naman..im g0nna g0 sa STI Cuba0 xe dun yun UPCAT Review Center k0. kinakabahan nga ak0 eh xe ak0 Lang yun magrereview..waLa ak0ng kasamang kaibigan k0. tsk! waLa ak0ng kakiLaLa dun! =( per0 kaya k0 t0h..hehe! im g0nna make friends nLang sa iba dun..=) xe n0h! kaiLangan k0 taLaga para may kasabay ak0ng magrecess and Lunch kasi ang sched k0 is every Saturday, 8:00 am t0 5:00 pm. kawawa nman ak0! 6 days a week ak0 pumapas0k..d baLe..5 sessi0ns Lang naman t0h eh. hehe! =D wish me Luck guys!

aLam niy0 natatak0t ak0 para sa check up namen sa cLinic! may rum0rs kasi..yucky. hehe! rum0rs that is reaLLy true. yuck! ay0k0 ng magpacheck up! grr! f0rmer 4th years..aLam niy0 yun sinasabi k0. hehe! =D eeww..kasi eh! pede bang wag naLang magpaganun..anyways, bahaLa na! hehe!

sige..buhbye na! yngatz kay0! mwuah!

mem0ries 0f y0u

2005-06-30T21:30:00.000-07:00

i miss y0u..y0u kn0w that. Lagi pa kitang naaaLaLa! h0w can i Learn t0 f0rget y0u huh?! s0me say that it w0uLd heLp if i thr0w aLL the things he gave me but i refused t0 d0 it. th0se things aLready has a sentimentaL vaLue f0r me..they're preci0us t0 me s0 i w0uLdn't dare thr0w it. even if it makes me remember y0u even m0re i w0uLdn't thr0w it. ay0s Lang kahit maaLaLa pa kita kasi aLam k0 time wiLL c0me that i'LL f0rget y0u na rin. maxad0ng preci0us sken yun mga bagay na yun and i'LL sureLy cry if 0ne 0f them went missing. per0 that w0uLdn't happen 'c0z i take g0od care 0f them. et0h nga paLa yun mga pix nun..hehe!

1st picture - Letter2nd picture - Me [hehe!]3rd picture - Huggy4th picture - yun inukit k0 sa iLaLim ng figurine5th picture - Lahat ng binigay niya6th picture - NeckLace7th picture - teddy chaLk-figurine8th picture - Me!9th picture - D0naLd
ayan..kung iniisip niy0 kung an0 yun inukit k0..uhm..name niya yun tap0s may heart then may date na "Nov. 08,04" tska "12/19/04" tska xempre..niLagay k0 yun "#08". ayun..hehe! natuwa Lang ak0 kaya k0 naisipang gawan ng ganyan yun..hehe!

anyway..sana masaya t0m0rr0w. aLis kasi kame eh..kasama k0 si jec-jec [cuz k0], si r0bert at si iris..pati rin ata si ryan sasama rin. sana nga matuL0y eh..at sana payagan ak0 t0taL susunduin naman ak0 dit0 ng pinsan k0 eh. =) ang khuLet nga ni r0bert eh..sabe niya b0nding daw kame..hehe! hiwaLay daw kame sa pinsan k0. eh kawawa naman pinsan k0 n0h. hehe! =D sana makaaLis taLaga ak0. =) papan0orin ata namen eh War 0f The WorLds. sabe ni Sir Ipe maganda raw yun eh. hehe! ayun. sige! bye bye na sa iny0. mwuahugs! =) yngatz!

Leche!

2005-06-29T19:47:00.000-07:00

baket may sakit ak0 ngay0n?! amp! ang saket pa ng uL0 k0..nakakaasar. wait f0r my p0st t0m0rr0w..may papakita ak0 dit0. haha! aLam niy0..naiinis ak0 sa mga fLirts taLaga! grr! tska sa mga mapagLar0..i mean.."pLayb0ys/chickb0ys" amp! nakakainis kay0ng Lahat..feeLing niy0 Lahat ng ta0 sa iny0..kakapaL ng mukha niy0. makarma sana kay0. sige, rest pa k0 para makapas0k ak0 t0m0rr0w. bye guys! yngatz p0 kay0..pray f0r me uLet..sana mkapas0k ak0 bukas. per0 f0r sure, makakapas0k naman ak0 eh. hehe!

untitLed

2005-06-28T21:33:00.000-07:00

Thanks t0 ArLene, Iris, Mica, and CeLestie. =)

nagpapasaLamat ak0 kasi kahit d0wn na d0wn na k0 eh anjan pa rin mga friends k0 wh0 understands me better than him. they're aLways there t0 Listen t0 my st0ries and aLways there t0 cheer me up and give advices. buti pa siLa..naiintindihan yun ibig k0ng sabihin..kung an0 yun dahiLan kung bakit nagpapakagaga ak0 0ver a guy. nasabi k0 na sakniLa Lahat ng gust0 k0ng iparating sknya..skniLa k0 sinasabi Lahat at LuckiLy, naiintindihan niLa ak0. skaniLa k0 rin naexplain Lahat Lahat at naintindihan niLa ak0..per0 bakit pag dating sknya? parang ang Lab0 ng dating k0?..sadyang ganun kababaw Lang ba siya magisip para hindi maisip yun nais k0ng iparating? 0 ayaw Lang taLaga niya ak0 intindihin?

aLL these things have been making my Life a sad 0ne. t0o much pain..t0o much tears..aLL because 0f t0o much L0ve. ='( if i 0nLy knew that L0ving w0uLd hurt me Like this..i never w0uLd have L0ved any0ne f0r the rest 0f my Life. i never knew that L0ve c0uLd be this much c0mpLicated..nakakabaLiw. but i have t0 face aLL this kasi ay0k0 magpakaduwag.

i d0n't kn0w if i'LL stiLL wait..because there's this time i asked GOD t0 give me a sign, if it's stiLL p0ssibLe t0 be me and him again 0r n0t. and the sign i was expecting came..s0 it 0nLy made me gain m0re h0pe but i dunn0..after what happened between us Last Last night..i d0n't think it's stiLL p0ssibLe s0 i dunn0 if i'LL remain waiting 0r n0t. 'c0z i'LL never kn0w when that "p0ssibiLity" might happen right? s0 what d0 ya'LL think? sh0uLd i wait 0r n0t?

i'm happy that this pr0bLem 0f mine is n0t affecting my studies..i can stiLL f0cus 0n it even th0ugh s0metimes my mind is wandering. and s0metimes, i think 0f him. that's when i start t0 get irritated..i'm trying t0 f0rget him but i can't st0p myseLf 0n thinking 0f him. ganit0 ba taLaga? ugh!

per0 i stiLL incLude him in my prayers..aLways been and aLways wiLL be. he wiLL have a speciaL pLace in my heart kahit mag fade pa yun L0ve niya f0r me. 0r kahit magkar0on man ak0 ng bag0ng mahaL..he wiLL remain in 0ne pLace inside that heart 0f mine. =) just Like in the s0ng 'tiL they take my heart away..sbi dun.."i wiLL L0ve y0u, 'tiL they take my heart away.." sakt0. =)

sayang yun friendship namen n0h? kung hindi kami naging pasaway at nagkaLimutan na kame dati pa..d sana ngay0n waLa na kameng feeLings sa isa't-isa. per0 i admit it..mahirap taLaga kasi s0brang mahaL k0 yun ta0ng yun..yun tip0ng d k0 kayang mabuhay ng waLa siya..aLam niy0 yun? kaya hirap na hirap ak0ng kaLimutan siya..tignan niy0 nga, aLm0st 2 m0nths na kameng hiwaLay..but, we stiLL L0ve each 0ther. LaL0 na ak0. kaya 0n my part s0brang sakit yun pagf0rce niya sken na kaLimutan k0 siya kasi i'm happy kapag nakakausap 0 nakakasama k0 siya..i d0n't mean t0 s0und c0rny per0 he's my inspirati0n eh..he's my everything. pag waLa siya pan0 k0? ang sad taLaga..='(

i just wish magbag0 ihip ng hangin..0r h0w i wish t0 turn back time. i have t0o many wishes which is imp0ssible t0 c0me true aLth0ugh i want t0. sana taLaga..i'LL keep 0n praying..i kn0w GOD is the 0nLy pers0n wh0 c0uld heLp me in anything.

i'm thr0ugh..

2005-06-25T21:42:00.000-07:00

L0ving y0u is a f0oLish thing t0 d0. 'c0z i kn0w that i can never have y0ur heart..n0 matter what i d0, y0ur heart stiLL beL0ngs t0 her and i kn0w that i can never be her. i h0pe and pray that s0meday in my Life, y0u'd faLL f0r me..but i d0ubt it. i kn0w h0w much y0u L0ve her and i can't aff0rd t0 see y0u sad because 0f a br0kenheart. aLL i can give is my sincere friendship..and i'd be happy en0ugh t0 see y0u happy..even if y0u're with her. i kn0w it hurts f0r me t0 see y0u having a fun time with her but what can i d0? i'm just a friend..and as they say, if y0u reaLLy L0ve s0me0ne, y0u must Learn t0 set him free and just be happy f0r him. i must accept that having y0u can 0nLy be a dream 0r a fantasy which is imp0ssibLe t0 happen.

n0w, i'm thr0ugh..i'm thr0ugh waiting. i've experienced t0o much pain and i think i've had en0ugh. i'm stiLL g0nna be y0ur friend..a friend y0u can Lean 0n whenever y0u're d0wn..a friend y0u can share y0ur pr0bLems with and a friend wh0's aLways there when y0u need her. i'm g0nna be happy f0r y0u. and my happiness is y0ur happiness. aLways remember that when y0ur sad, my d0or is aLways 0pen..my ears are aLways ready t0 Listen and i'm aLs0 here t0 give y0u the biggest hug whenever y0u need 0ne. =)

YOU WILL ALWAYS BE WELCOME AND MY DOOR WILL ALWAYS BE OPEN..JUST FOR YOU.

pang-asar nga ba ang araw na it0?

2005-06-23T18:51:00.000-07:00

hehe! pang-asar nga ba? xe kay ArLene pang-asar taLaga. she spent the wh0Le night crying 0ver the guy he L0ves kasi naLaman niya kagabi kung sin0 yun secret L0ve nung guy. kase Lo0k..kwent0 k0 ha..

Last Last night..ArLene and "him" were taLking 0n the ph0ne. "he" then sang 0n the ph0ne..it's the p0em he wr0te and just made it a s0ng. 0f c0urse, it turned 0ut as a sweet thing f0r ArLene..but ArLene asked t0 wh0m was it dedicated..and "he" answered.."sa mahaL k0". ArLene knew that it wasn't her s0 she asked "sin0ng mahaL m0?"..but "he" didn't teLL ArLene..instead, he said "d puede eh..tska na pag right time na.." my friend, ArLene, tried t0 make "him" spiLL it 0ut but it didn't w0rk. then yesterday, my friend surfed the net..she 0pened her friendster acc0unt..she br0wsed s0me pers0ns 0n her List then she 0pened "the gurL's" pr0fiLe. she was sh0cked when she saw the p0em 0n that gurL's acc0unt..the p0em that "he" sang t0 my friend. "he" made it a testim0niaL t0 that gurL..s0 when my friend saw it..she burst int0 tears. i kn0w the way she feeLs that time..s0 i c0mf0rted her and made her st0p fr0m crying. s0 yun..when she g0t h0me..that's the time she reaLLy cried. after niyang umiyak..she caLLed me and t0Ld me the wh0Le st0ry. kaya yan..kinkwent0 k0 rin dit0. haha!

y0u kn0w what? my friend is reaLLy mad t0 "the gurL"..kase naman n0h..my cLassmate is aLready c0urting her..tap0s pumayag pa siyang paLigaw dun sa mahaL nung friend k0. s0 it means..0ne 0f th0se guys might get their heart br0ken. kawawa naman..kaya naiinis yun friend k0 kase baka yun mahaL pa niya yung masaktan..xe ang sabe sken nung cLassmate k0 na nanLiLigaw sknya eh after graduati0n pa raw ata xa sasagutin..s0 parang may p0ssibiLity na na maging siLa db? s0 ang LumaLabas.."he" wiLL L0se..mababasted yun mahaL ng friend k0..kawawa naman daw. ayun..c0ncerned Lang naman yung friend k0 eh.

kaya nasasabi nameng pang-asar t0ng araw na t0h eh xe..kanina, at sch0oL..madaLas makita 0 makasabay ni ArLene yun "gurL". an0ther 0ne is nung nasa Minist0p kame..we were taLking ab0ut "him".."the gurL" and my cLassmate. tap0s pagtingin nmen sa Labas ng Minist0p..my cLassmate and "the gurL" were waLking..hahatid xe nung cLassmate k0 yun gurL. wtf?! pasaway db? pinaguusapan Lang namen tap0s bigLa namen nkita..tap0s pumas0k rin siLa sa Minist0p! kase yun mga friends nung gurL nasa Minist0p..kaya ayun. nawaLan na ng gana si ArLene kumain..hehe! tap0s isa pa eh..nung pauwi na kame..nakasakay namen yun mga friends ni "him" and ni "gurL". and guess what i heard pa! sbe nung isang friend niLa.."ang khuLet ni "him"..nakakatext k0 kasi yun eh" tan0ng nung friend nun.."sin0ng "him"?"..sag0t naman nung isa.."si "him" yung kay "gurL".." ay0n..nung narinig k0 yun..sinabi k0 kgad kay ArLene..tuL0y napasabi si ArLene na bumababa kame dun..eh ayaw k0 nga..andun kase si bubbLegum eh! wahaha! =D ay0n..pang-asar t0ng araw na t0h para sa friend k0 n0h? parang haL0s Lahat ng mkakasabay niya eh k0nektad0 kay "him". hehe!

uy! kiLig nanaman ak0 kanina..haha! xe si candy..sbe niya sken knina nung nasa cLassr0om kame ni ArLene.."uy..teka Lang..andit0 yun asawa k0"..tap0s nagfLying kiss ba naman sken..haha! =D tap0s isa pa eh nun nasa Labas na kame ng sch0oL..gaLing kameng Minist0p. napadaan kame skniLa..sabe niya nung dumaan ak0.."bye h0ney.." hahaha! =) napapangiti naLang ak0 nun mga time na yun eh..haha! kakiLig! =D

ay0n! sige buhbye na..nagupdate Lang uLet ak0..hehe! yngatz! mwuahs! =)

saket ng uL0 k0..

2005-06-20T18:45:00.000-07:00

ang saket ng uL0 k0..hehe! nagkar0on kasi kame ng test..parang review test para sa mga entrance exams. ay0n..saket sa uL0 nung Math. pati yun Math Less0n namen..sakit din sa uL0..hehe! pasaway..aLam ni0 ba..inakbayan ak0 ni candy! haha! saya saya! =D

nan0n0od ba kay0 ng Qpids? kakiLig n0h? ang sswet nung mga ginagawa niLa..haay. hehe! waLa Lang..nakakatuwa sigur0 kung ganun kasweet yun magiging manLiLigaw m0 n0h? 0 d kaya yun b0yfriend m0. daming surprises..daming gifts. hehe! ak0..dream gift k0 skin ng manLiLigaw k0 is..a giant teddybear with b0uquet 0f r0ses and ch0c0Lates. haha! kahit isang giant teddybear Lang ay0s na..hehe! mahaL k0 na yun nagbigay nun! j0ke! =) anyway, tska na yan..waLa pang gagawa sken niyan..hehe!

nga paLa! beLated happy father's day t0 my dad and t0 aLL the dads 0ut there! :D

sige..ayun Lang muna..wala nak0ng matin0ng masabi! ang saket ng uL0 k0! argh! sige..yngatz kay0! buhbye! =)

kiLig!

2005-06-18T20:59:00.000-07:00

as i have said kahap0n..kkwent0 k0 yung kiLig m0ments k0 with candy..hehe! here it g0es:

first was when we were g0ing d0wn the stairs..candy and his friends were g0ing up naman. s0 nagkasaLub0ng kame..he was saying HI t0 aLL 0f us..tap0s nung nakatapat k0 siya, he heLd my arms sabay sabing HI. hehe! =) katuwa!

sec0nd was when i was entering 0ur cLassr0om..eh nasa back d0or siya, eh dun ak0 dadaan..hinarangan niya. i tried pushing him but he w0uLdn't Let me enter 0ur cLassr0om! pasaway nga eh..per0 nung tinuLak k0 siya thr0ugh his st0mach, ayun pinapas0k na k0..hehe! =)

third was when me and ArLene was g0ing back t0 the waiting shed xe pupuntahan nmen si PauL0 t0 invite him t0 have Lunch with us..ayun, eh nandun siLa sa may Labas ng gate..samay si0maian..hehe! first, EJ greeted me and nkipag-apir siya. then candy appr0ached me and said "verna, pautang naman ng 20"..sabe k0, waLa..hehe! tap0s yun..si ArLene yun nagpahiram sknya..tap0s nung nkita k0 si PauL0 na paaLis..i t0Ld ArLene "ArLene! si PauL0 0h!" sbe naman ni candy.."sin0ng PauL0?! pinagpaLit m0 nanaman ak0?"..guLat ak0 nung sinabi niya yun ha! hehe! sbe k0 hindi naman ak0 yun..si ArLene yun eh. tap0s yun,sbe niya "t0ng si verna, isa t0h sa mga girLfriend k0 eh..db?" sbe k0 "an0?! hindi n0h." hehe! xempre kaiLangan sbhin yan kasi baka mkahaLata kapag um0o ak0 eh..hehe! tap0s et0h naman si Rhannie..sumingit..sbe "hindi raw 0h..kase akin Lang siya". pasaway eh n0h? hehe! tap0s yun..sabe k0 kay ArLene..sundan na namen si PauL0..ayun..sabe naLang sken ni candy.."h0ney, ingat ka ha!" 0h db?!! gawd! grabeh! hehe! ayun..umaLis na kame. hehe! kiLig ak0 grabeh! hehe! =D

ayun Lang..hehe! katuwa..kaya ang saya saya k0 kahap0n eh! =) tap0s ngay0n naman..si j0seph. gust0 ak0ng makausap at gust0 niyang makipag-kita sken..kas0 gr0unded pa ak0 ngay0n eh..hehe! kaya baka by next next week pa k0 makikipagkita sknya..haay! =)

ay share k0 sa iny0..aLam niy0..d k0 maintindihan kung baket kapag yun s0ng na "tiL they take my heart away" eh napakikinggan k0..ang Lakas ng kab0g ng dibdib k0..bket kaya??!! tska gandang ganda ak0 dun sa kantang yun..grabeh. tska aLam niy0 yun s0ng na "stay" ng cueshe ba yun?? ang ganda db? fave s0ng k0 yun ngay0n eh. =D ay0n..share k0 Lang. =)

a fun but tiring day

2005-06-17T19:56:00.000-07:00

t0day..we g0t registered t0 0ur different cLubs. f0r the star secti0ns..kaiLangan daw at Least 2 cLubs..haay! s0 yun..2 cLubs yun sinaLihan namin..Media Watcher's CLub and MSV. haha! my cLubs sucks d0nt it? =) anyway..i had fun t0day. we ate again at Ch0wking..with PauL0. hehe! tap0s nun..punta kame GL0rietta. dapat kasama pa rin si Pau kaya Lang..pinuntahan pa niya siLa Rubie Anne. sayang! mej0 naging sad tuL0y si ArLene. they're s0 kuLet nga pag magkasama siLa eh..hehe! kas0 ayun..he had t0 g0 s0mewhere eLse. per0 ay0s Lang daw kay ArLene..a Lunch with him is aLready 0kay na raw. hehe! yun nga..pumunta kame sa GL0rietta xe mmeet namen si bestfriend. hehe! kawawa nga si bhez eh..tagaL niya naghintay..pasaway kasi yun mga kasama k0 eh..ang tagaL magsikain! hehe! per0 ay0s Lang..yun nga, nung andun na kame..inaya niya kame man0od ng sine..kas0 siLa Katrina..gust0 Lang magLar0 sa Timez0ne. kaya sabe niLa kame naLang daw..kaya yun..kame Lang daLawa yun nan0od.

we watched Mr. and Mrs. Smith. hehe! ganda niya..katuwa. kas0 di namen naumpisahan eh..sabe kasi dun sa timesL0t sa ticketb0oth..3:30 pm daw simuLa..yun paLa 2:30. kaya ayun..tinap0s naLang namen kahit d namen naumpisahan. d na namen inuLit kase pumunta rin si Ryan sa GL0rietta..s0 we had t0 meet up with him. ay0n..3 kameng naggaLa sa GL0rietta at GreenbeLt. ang sakit nga ng paa k0 eh..pan0..Lakad kame ng Lakad. haay! nakaka-ant0k nga eh! hehe! per0 ay0s Lang! =)

s0 yun Lang muna..update k0 Lang. haha! =D d Lang yan yun gust0 k0ng ikwent0..hehe! mer0n pang ab0ut kay j0seph..bLah..bLah..bLah. hehe! dami pa! kas0 y0k0 na ikwent0. hehe! secret k0 naLang kung why. hehe! per0 bukas!! ikkwent0 k0 yung ab0ut kay candy!! grabeh! xuper kiLig ak0 kanina..wahaha! inaat0k kasi ak0 eh..sige. =) yngatz kay0ng Lahat! =)

Q: wla na kayo ng bf mo?
A: waLa na p0..

MASAMA LOOB KO SAYO!

2005-06-16T20:16:00.000-07:00

aLam m0 ba masama Lo0b k0 say0? hindi k0 Lang masabi. hindi ak0 natutuwa..hindi ak0 masaya. ang dami k0ng iniisip tungk0L say0..tungk0L sa naiisip m0 sa akin. kung an0 ba taLaga ak0 say0. naguguLuhan ak0..aLam m0 iy0n?! nakakainis ka rin paminsan..kaLa m0 nakakatuwa ka pa kahit hindi na. ikaw Lang nasisiyahan sa ginagawa m0 tandaan m0 iyan! kahit kaiLan, d k0 nagustuhan trat0 m0 sa akin. para ak0ng Laruan na kapag naisip m0ng Laruin ay tska m0 hahawakan at LaLaruin. kaLa m0 maganda iy0n? paLibhasa kasi, sayang saya ka! naisip m0 ba kung an0 nararamdaman k0? 0 baka tanga ka Lang taLaga para hindi maLaman ang mga ginagawa m0? magisip-isip ka naman! aLaLahanin m0ng kahit papan0..magkaibigan tay0..tratuhin m0 ak0ng isa sa mga kaibigan m0 hindi isang Laruan o bagay Lamang na pwedeng baLewaLain. ta0 ak0..nasasaktan rin. isipin m0 naLang..kung hindi m0 ak0 tatratuhin ng maganda, mabuti pa't wag naLang tay0 maging magkaibigan. hindi k0 kaiLangan ng isang tuLad m0. hindi Lang naman ikaw ang kaibigan k0 dit0 sa mund0 eh..kaya ang tuLad m0ng hindi ak0 kayang tratuhin kung an0 ang dapat na trat0 sa akin ay dapat ibasura, tuLad naLang sa pagbabasura m0 sa akin. kaiLangan k0 ng kaibigan na tapat at maunawain. tska yung hindi nangiiwan! tska yun mapag-aLaga..at maaaLaLahanin. tska yun kaya kang pr0tektahan at hindi gawing utusan! at isa pa ay gust0 k0 rin yung game siya sa kahit an0ng Lakad anytime! yan..yan yung mga gust0 k0. eh ikaw, haL0s Lahat yan, kabaLigtaran ang mer0n ka! mamuLat ka..matamaan ka sa mga sinasabi k0. isipin m0 ng ikaw ang sinasabihan k0 nit0. dahiL tama ka naman. tandaan m0 yan..masama ang Lo0b k0 say0. hangga't hindi nagbabag0 trat0 m0 sa akin..waLang patutunguhan t0ng pagkakaibigan natin!

Q: i send you message. i want girl friend please, i ask naih also please talk to her and you collect all my information. i miss you . love you. bye
A: huh? what d0 y0u want me t0 d0? find y0u a girLfriend? weLL..s0rry, i cant..

Q: do you have bf?
A: n0..i d0n't.

yihee! haha!

2005-06-14T19:02:00.000-07:00

heLL0 pe0pLe! haha! t0day..we met 0ur new teachers f0r this sch0oL year! =) 0kay Lang naman..kakatak0t Lang kasi si Sir DeLa Cruz yun teacher namen sa Physics and Math IV. waah! katak0t pa nman yun..per0 ay0s naman siya kanina. =D katuwa nga eh..pinagpprepare niya kame ng white fLag incase magaLit raw siya smen..as in yun gaLit na gaLit. hehe! anyway, sch0oL's fun pa rin..aLth0ugh i kinda had a headache kanina..haha! dahiL dun sa Diagn0stic Test namen..and t0m0rr0w mer0n nanaman nun! haay! buhay! d baLe..0kay Lang yan..haha! tuwa ak0 kasi pinapansin ak0 ni candy..hehe! si bubbLegum naman kasi eh! ang tahi-tahimik! sa kagaguhan Lang taLaga marun0ng. haha! =D katuwa! ang kapaL nga ni candy eh! pan0 ba naman..parang napatingin Lang ak0 sagLit dun sa may pLace niLa..sagLit Lang ha! as in parang napadaan Lang yun paningin k0..sabe ba naman sken ng pabir0 ni candy.."verna!..ikaw ha! tingin ka ng tingin skin ha! nahuhuLi kita"..gawd! ang kapaL db? per0 ay0s Lang..haha! ganun Lang tLaga siya. dati rin naman ganun siya taLaga eh. =) haay!! ang saya taLaga..tska parang bu0ng araw..katext k0 si Ryan. hehe! pur0 j0ana kase yun eh..paLibhasa kLasmeyt k0 si j0ana. hehe! tska si R0bert din nkktext k0 kanina tska si bestfriend! hehe! =) kahit may teacher nagtetext ak0..gawain k0 kasi yun eh. haha! =D 0h siya sige! bye bye muna ha! dami k0 pang gagawin..pati yun h0mew0rks k0..gagawin k0 na! hehe! nagupdate lang p0 ak0. =) yngatz kay0!

d0n't Leave

2005-06-12T18:59:00.000-07:00

having y0u in my Life is very imp0rtant t0 me. i never imagined myseLf being with y0u but i'm very happy that y0u're here with me. y0u are 0ne 0f the m0st imp0rtant pe0pLe in my Life in which i can't aff0rd t0 Live with0ut. with0ut y0u, my Life is ruined..y0u kn0w h0w much y0u mean t0 me. y0u kn0w h0w imp0rtant y0u are t0 me. right?

i may n0t be as speciaL as y0u are t0 me..but it's 0kay. as L0ng as y0u're here, i'LL never be sad. i'LL never be L0neLy.

i am h0ping f0r 0nLy 0ne thing..i'm praying..wishing..and i h0pe y0u'LL pr0mise me this..

y0u'LL never Leave me..

pr0mise me, y0u'LL never Leave me..pLease. i need y0u..y0u're n0w a part 0f my Life. s0 pLease..d0n't Leave.

pLease d0n't. ='(

virginity

2005-06-11T16:53:00.000-07:00

us0 pa ba virginity ngay0n? aL0t 0f pe0pLe says n0. it's abit sh0cking but i guess it is true. we can name 0nLy a few pe0pLe wh0 are stiLL a virgin. whether y0u think 0f her as an inn0cent girL 0r an angeL, but when it c0mes t0 "that" thing..n0b0dy's inn0cent.

but s0me pe0pLe think 0f this thing as "yucky". maybe it is because they haven't th0ught 0f it yet. 0r haven't d0ne it yet. they can't imagine themseLves d0ing th0se things..s0 it c0mes 0ut as a yucky thing.

s0me pe0pLe wh0 have d0ne it says that there's n0thing bad in d0ing it because y0u're b0th expressing y0ur undying L0ve t0 each 0ther. there's n0thing wr0ng in d0ing that when the tw0 0f y0u reaLLy L0ves each 0ther but 0f c0urse, y0u must be carefuL. aL0t 0f things may happen. things y0u may 0r may n0t expect t0 c0me up.

but being a virgin is stiLL imp0rtant..especiaLLy when the time c0mes that y0u're ab0ut t0 get married. the greatest gifts y0u can give t0 y0ur gr0om is y0ur "yes, i d0" and y0ur virginity. but i guess n0one wiLL agree t0 me in this 0ne. 'cause f0r me..it is imp0rtant. and i d0n't wanna have sex 'tiL i'm married. n0 matter h0w much i L0ve the guy, i can never have sex with him unLess we're married..'cause there's aL0t 0f things that can pr0ve my L0ve t0 him aside fr0m having sex right?

per0 sabi rin nung iba..y0u cann0t st0p y0urseLf na when y0u've b0th been arr0used. yucky but true. per0 it depends na rin sa ta0 if y0u have seLf-c0ntr0L per0 pag waLa..waLa na, y0ure g0nna d0 it taLaga.

haay pe0pLe! there's s0 many y0ung girLs in this w0rLd wh0 have been pregnant. kaya sa iny0 diyan..be carefuL 0kay? there's n0thing wr0ng in d0ing it nga raw but be carefuL pa rin. y0u're t0o y0ung t0 be pregnant. mag-ingat naLang sa mga manyak! haha! and have seLf-c0ntr0L na rin. but it's better if y0u'LL just think that there are aL0t m0re things that can pr0ve h0w much y0u reaLLy L0ve y0ur b0yfriend rather than having sex with him. tama?

Market! Market!

2005-06-09T19:57:00.000-07:00

haha..katuwa t0ng araw na t0h! =D as usuaL..masaya nanaman sa sch0oL..hehe! we pLayed aL0t 0f games..haha! ang saya taLaga! LaL0 na yun..sams0n,deLiLah,Li0n game..haha! we cheated the wh0Le time we we're playin'..haha! dun kase sa game na yun..hahanap ka ng partner m0..then magtataLikuran kay0 tap0s kapag sinabing "harap!"..kaiLangan humarap ka sa partner m0 per0 dapat naisip m0 na kung sin0 ka kiLa sams0n,deLiLah 0r Li0n..hehe! si sams0n,taL0 kay deLiLah..si deLiLah taL0 kay Li0n..si Li0n naman taL0 kay sams0n..kaya kuwari, kapag si sams0n ang napiLi m0 tap0s yun partner m0 napiLi si deLiLah..taL0 ka. ayun..haha! may acti0n yun..d k0 Lang maexpLain. =) ayun nga..the wh0Le time we we're pLayin'..nagchcheat kame. partner k0 si VM nung una..ginagawa namin sasabihin namin pareh0 kung an0 yun character namen..para parehas kami para d kami mataL0..haha! kase pag parehas, stay ka Lang kase tabLa Lang kay0 db? kaya ayun..wahehe! nung nagiba-iba na ng partners..ganun pa rin..sabihan pa rin. haha! nung natira naLang mga 5 pairs,medy0 nabuking na kame..hehe! kasi haL0s Lahat kameng pairs pare-pareh0 yun characters kaya waLang natataL0..kaya ang ginawa eh pinabiL0g kaming Lahat..tap0s yun..si AbduL naman, pasimun0..binuL0ng smen na Li0n daw kame Lahat..wahaha! kaya ayun..tawanan taLaga nun mga time na yun..hehe! ang saya s0bra! wahehe! =D

after nun..maLapit ng mag-uwian..kaya pina-ay0s na yun chairs namen. tap0s yun..eh since waLa pang uwian, nagLar0 pa kame..hehe! nagLar0 kame niLa j0ana ng dugtungan ng kanta. sayang nga eh! d natap0s..sandaLi Lang..naput0L nung si Robert na yun kakanta..hehe! kaya bukas naLang daw namen itutuL0y..=)

bukas nga paLa..cLub Launching na namen..nakapiLi na kame ng cLub namen..haha! gust0 kasi namen dun sa waLang ginagawang cLub.hehe! per0 bukas k0 na sasabihin kung what yun cLub k0. wahehe!

anyways, nung uwian..nagkita-kita kame niLa ArLene sa Labas ng cLassr0om namen..tap0s yun..nagkaayaan na sa Market! Market! hehe! sumama naman ak0..hehe! waLa rin kasi ak0 magawa eh..buti nga free na k0 ngay0n eh..d na hirap magpaaLam..haha! ayun, saya naman kame dun..we ate Lunch sa J0LLibee..hehe! ang khuLet sa Market! Market! parang haL0s Lahat ng ta0 dun, nakatingin samin kasi nga d siLa famiLiar sa unif0rm namen..hehe! tap0s aLam niy0 ba..grabeh! my cute dun..nkasch0oL unif0rm din xa ng ibang sch0oL..maputi..basta cute! Lumapit xa samin nung nkatay0 kame dun sa may parang terrace nung maLL..hehe! tumabi xa sken..guLat nga ak0 eh..haha! kas0 d k0 xa tinignan..xempre pakip0t eh! wahaha! kas0 umaLis rin..d namen Lam kung san pumunta. tsk! sayang xa! hehe! tap0s mer0n din..grup0 din ng mga guys na nkasch0oL unif0rms din d Lang nmen aLam kung wat sch0oL..grabeh! gumawa pa ng suLat para smen..una, nagpapansin muna siLa..umakyat sa fifth fLo0r since nasa f0urth fLo0r kame..tap0s nagbiL0g siLa ng paper tap0s niLagLag ba naman smen! kaLa tuL0y namen kung an0 yun..eh kumakain nun ng p0pc0rn si VM, buti hindi dun naLagLag. hehe! ayun..eh di umiwas kame..kapag napapatingin kame sa bandang skniLa..nakikita namen, nkatingin siLa smen tap0s kumakaway. haha! d nLng namen pinansin. tap0s yun..nung waLa na siLa sa fifth fLo0r..dun naman kame umakyat. tap0s nabigLa naLang kame..nkita nnman nmen siLa! nasa third fLo0r nman..tap0s nkatingin smen. gawd. d nmen nmaLayan..yun daLawa niLang kasama paakyat papunta smen..daLa yun suLat. binibigay smen yun suLat. binasa k0, nkLagay..kung pwede raw bang mkipagkiLaLa smen..siLa raw si Dexter..bLah..bLah..bLah. d k0 na matandaan yun names..Dexter Lang yun naaLaLa k0. hehe! pagtap0s nun..iniwan namen yun daLawa. hehe! katak0t kasi eh..haha! tap0s aLam niy0 yun..kada makikita niLa kame..hinahab0L niLa kame. kaya kame..takb0 ng takb0..tag0 kame ng tag0 kasi nga ayaw namen skniLa! amp! buti naLang..parang naramdaman din niLang ayaw namen skniLa kase nga pag makakasaLub0ng namen siLa..tataLik0d kame sabay biLis Lakad. hehe! kaya yun..tumitingin naLang siLa smen..hehe! katuwa taLaga yun habuLan part..parang hinahab0L kame ng kung sin0. haha! tap0s mer0n pa..magbabarkada rin ata..nkap0rma naman..hehe! actuaLLy..iLang beses na namen siLa nakita dun..dinadaan daanan Lang namen siLa. kaya d namen ineexpect na LaLapit din siLa smen. per0 yun nga..nung umaLis na yun mineet namen na friend ni ArLene..eh Lumapit smen yun tib0ng kasama nung mga yun. 4 Lang siLa eh..yun tib0 yun Lumapit smen..a.k.a CarL0. haha! Lumapit xa tinatan0ng ceLL n0. k0..kaguLat nga eh! haha! Lakas xe ng v0ice..haha! yun..binigay k0..crush k0 rin kasi yun isa niLang kasama. si j0seph..haha! cute kasi eh! haha! tap0s ayun..et0h..tinetext ak0 ngay0n..hehe! =D

bastah! ang saya! hehe! =) s0 ayun..sige..kinukuLit ak0 nit0ng mga kabarkada k0..sige! tatawagan k0 pa siLa eh..haha! d mapakaLi! hehe! =D sige! yngatz!

Q: ei, pano po ba mailalagay ung entries sa loob ng skin?? i mean,kumuha kasi me sa blogskins, tapos di ko naman mapalabas ung mga old entries ko don sa new skin ko....
A: give me y0ur emaiL p0..send k0 p0 say0 kung pan0..hirap iexpLain eh.

crushes..signs.

2005-06-08T19:50:00.000-07:00

i have new crushes..=) they're are t0ot, bubbLegum , candy and cutie. =D haha! nice c0denames huh? hehe! i s0o Like them! especiaLLy bubbLegum and t0ot. kapag nasa sch0oL ak0..c bubbLegum, candy and cutie ang pinagmamasdan k0..kapag nasa hauz na k0..c t0ot naman. haay! hehe! but i d0n't expect them t0 have a crush 0n me t0o..kasi..secret! haha! bastah..that's 0ne reas0n why i L0ve sch0oL..hehe! i even t0ok a vide0 0f the wh0Le cLassr0om and at the Last part..pur0 si bubbLegum yun vinivide0..haha! t0m0z nga, maybe i c0uLd take a snapsh0t 0f him..*sana* kasi he's s0 cute! hehe! he's s0 khuLet pa..actuaLLy dami nga may crush sa kanya eh..kami Lang yun d buLgaran kaya d niya aLam na crush namen siya..wahaha! =D si candy naman..d k0 xa maxad0 crush..hehe! tap0s si t0ot..uhh, i L0ve hearing his v0ice..hehe! and si cutie..ayun! cute cute nun kas0 d k0 kayear LeveL! amp! d k0 siLa madescribe ng maay0s kasi baka maLaman nung iba diyan eh..haha! mabuking pa k0..=) bastah siya na yun!

anyway, as usuaL, i had fun at sch0oL nanaman. =) saya taLaga..hehe! share k0 Lang t0h..

TOP TEN SIGNS TO KNOW THAT I AM INLOVE:

1. my knees get weak whenever i see him 0r taLk t0 him.
2. i can't speak n0r understand what he's sayin' everytime he's taLkin' t0 me face t0 face.
3. i stare at him.
4. i keep 0n thinking ab0ut him.
5. i keep 0n sayin' his name.
6. i keep 0n teLLing my friends st0ries ab0ut him.
7. i can't stay put int0 0ne pLace when i kn0w he's s0mewhere near.
8. i wiLL aLways make a way just t0 see him.
9. i get jeaL0us when he's fLirting with s0me0ne 0r vice versa.
10. my heart is p0unding whenever i hear his v0ice, see him c0ming t0wards me, 0r just see him, read his text t0 me.

hehe! ang khuLet..=) ganyan ak0 kapag inL0ve..paLaging hindi mapakaLi hangga't d siya nakikita. tap0s kapag andiyan na siya..tameme naman..per0 minsan nakakapagsaLita rin naman ak0. =D per0 asahan m0..yun mga m0ment na yun..grabeh as in grabeh kabag ng dibdib k0..hehe! Lam niy0 yun..=)

an0ther day

2005-06-07T02:39:00.000-07:00

an0ther day in sch0oL! saya pa rin! hehe! =) i have new crushes na! haha! actuaLLy..hindi new. dati k0 pa siLang crush per0 nawaLa nung nagka-bf ak0. per0 ngay0n..bumaLik na. haha! =) anyway, masaya sa sch0oL..Like dati..Lagi siLang nag0orient ab0ut sa handb0ok namen. ayun..then nagLar0 rin kame. saya nga eh! haha! =D then after dismissaL..kaen kami magbabarkada. baLak namen, j0LLibee..eh nakita ni ArLene yun Ch0wking. sabe niya dun naLang kame. kaya ayun. ay0s naman..sarap ng f0od! ang khuLet nga ng nangyari sa amin dun sa Ch0wking eh.

first..after naming um0rder, tinan0ng kami nung isang crew kung 5 Lang daw ba kami..eh d um0o Lang kami then sabe niya dun naLang daw kami sa L0ob..where aLL the parties are heLd. t0taL waLa naman may party..dun naLang daw kami..mas maLamig pa raw. 0h db?! c0ncerned! haha! tap0s..nung naibigay na Lahat ng 0rders namin..iLang beses namin nautus-utusan yun crew per0 ang bait pa rin niya. he even 0ffered us free s0up..haha! s0 yun..binigyan niya kami tap0s aLam m0 yun..parang 0kay Lang sknya na paisa-isa yun pinapakuha namin sknya..ang bait niya taLaga! bastah! hehe! then yun..after namin kumain..kwentuhan and pLanuhan t0 the max naman kami. after nun..we st0od up na then Lumabas dun sa r0om na yun..hehe! et0h ang sh0cking part..pagLabas namin dun, Lahat ng crew d0on..Lahat siLa nagbuhbye sa amin! tap0s sabi pa ng sabi ng thank y0u..baLik kay0 ha! yun..ang khuLet niLa. tap0s et0h naman si makhuLet na KathLyn..nagtan0ng pa. et0h yun..

KathLyn: kuya, Libre ba taLaga yun s0up?!
Crew: 0o..
KathLyn: eh bakit kami Lang binigyan niy0 nun?
Crew: nirequest kasi yun eh..
KathLyn: an0ng nirequest?!
Crew: may nagrequest para bigyan namin kay0 nun..
KathLyn: sin0 naman yun?
Crew: bastah..

ayun..ang guL0 n0h?! sin0 naman kaya yun..haay! hehe! per0 thanx naLang sknya..=) an0ther reas0n kung bakit happy ak0 is because..i have a new f0ne!! yay! sabi sa iny0 gagawin k0 taLaga Lahat makuha Lang yun 7610 eh..haha! Lo0k niy0..akin na. haha! saya! =D i gave my parents the c0Ld treatment..naggaLit-gaLitan ak0 tap0s kahit an0ng kausap niLa sa akin..d k0 siLa kinikib0. haha! tap0s ayun..bigLa naLang sinabing akin na raw yun f0ne. haha! saya! =) ayun..waLa Lang. share k0 Lang. =)

kas0 maLungk0t rin ak0 kasi yun bestfriend k0 gaLit ata sa akin..umiiwas ata. kasi naman n0h..d naman nmen sinasadyang ma-0ffend siya eh! nags0rry na k0 per0 feeLing k0 gaLit pa rin siya..

best! s0rry na! d naman taLaga namen sinadyang ma-0ffend ka eh..kaLa k0 pa naman waLa say0 yun tap0s ngay0n sa akin ka nagagaLit. s0rry na..pramis d na mauuLit! Laki kasi ng bunganga namin ng pinsan k0 eh n0h..hehe! anyway..best! s0rry na ha! wag ka na sanang magaLit. naiiLang ak0 sa attitude m0 eh..parang ang taray na waLang gana. aLam m0 yun. parang d na kita kiLaLa..parang d tay0 naging cL0se. y0k0 nman ng ganun. kaya s0rry na. wag ka na magaLit ha! pLz..=)

ayun..sige..buhbye! yngatz kay0 Lahat Lagi! =)

first day 0f sch0oL

2005-06-06T19:53:00.000-07:00

it's the first day 0f cLasses! hehe! and it was fun..reaLLy! grabeh..hehe! katuwa. can't beLieve na kami na ang f0urth year ngay0n! wahaha! =D adviser namin si Ms. GaLang..hehe! astig na adviser yun! kas0 mas naging strikta. hehe! per0 ay0s Lang..piL0s0pa pa rin naman siya eh. anyways, saya naman sa sch0oL. h0pe i'LL d0 better in my grades this year. sana mas mataas pa. hehe! i kn0w i can d0 it! =) f0cus sa studies muna..hehe! tama na yang L0ve L0ve thing..punyeta, sakit sa uL0. untiL n0w, napapaisip pa rin ak0 diyan! sheyt! hmpf! better st0p this na nga..studies muna..hehe! =)

nga paLa..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELIJAH! =)

kahit d niya nababasa yan..at Least ginreet k0 siya. i f0rg0t t0 greet him kasi kanina sa sch0oL! d k0 kasi siya nakausap eh. haha! anyway, yun nga. tap0s ng sch0oL..Labas na kame. nun pauwi nga kami, i saw Fraci0 pa 0utside 7eLeven eh! per0 expected k0 naman taLaga na andun siya kasi nga nung m0rning, kausap k0 si Robert sa ceLLph0ne..sabi niya, aLis raw siLa xe nga bday ni EJ. hehe! s0 yun..nagpansinan naman kami. ay0s Lang..kas0 nagmadaLi na rin ak0 umuwi xe waLa Lang..hehe! =) secret. haha!

pag-uwi k0 naman sa bahay..kaen agad ak0. then i was supp0sed t0 g0 with my parents sa SM ManiLa. ak0 naman si tanga, i asked Mara pa t0 acc0mpany me t0 buy a bag sa Glorietta! shit tLaga! kaasar! dapat paLa..sumama naLang ak0 kiLa mama xe bumiLi siLa ng brand new ph0nes! taena! sayang! kung sumama rin ak0..d sana may new ceLLie na k0. paksheyt! per0 d baLe..kukunin k0 taLaga yun 7610 dit0..haha! bahaLa siLa..iiyak na k0 kung kaiLangan, makuha k0 Lang taLaga yun! hmp!

waah! ang dami k0 pang gust0! huhu. i wanna watch m0vies! argh! aLa Lang ak0 kasama xe f0r sure d sasama 'kada k0. tsk! nit0ng week Lang kame man0n0od ng sine eh..tap0s isa Lang yun papan0orin. haay! baka Prem0niti0n pa yun pan0orin. gust0 k0 sana..Shutter 0r A L0t Like L0ve! bwiset! kaiLangan k0 ng kasama para mag m0vie marath0n! ampness! sin0 ba pwedeng kasama diyan? huh?! gust0 k0 Lang taLaga pan0orin..as in! huhu..='(

Q: uh, legal po ba ang relationship nyo? alam ba ng parents mo?
A: LegaL sa side niya per0 sa akin hindi p0. hindi rin aLam ng 'rentz k0..

Q: pano mo nalagyan ng bar ung bawat end ng post mo?
A: "hr" tag p0 ginagamit k0. parang [hr]..paLitan m0 Lang yun [] ng <>. tap0s Lagay m0 sa HTML c0de ng p0sts m0. =)

dahiL say0

2005-06-05T02:47:00.000-07:00

nasaktan m0 na ak0 ng s0bra,
at ay0k0 na.
gust0 k0 nang itigiL ang kaL0k0han na it0,
sapagkat aLam k0ng waLa ak0ng mapapaLa rit0.

piniLit k0ng mapaLay0 say0,
ngunit hindi k0 kinaya.
piniLit k0ng kaLimutan ka,
per0 waLa pa ring napaLa.

isiniksik k0 ang sariLi k0,
sa ta0ng ayaw nman sa akin.
ngunit ak0'y iy0ng piLit niLay0,
kahit Labag sa aking damdamin.

sinub0k k0ng iLabas ang Lahat,
upang maLaman m0..
ngunit it0'y hindi sapat,
kaya't ak0'y nabig0.

sa bandang huLi,
ak0'y namuLat.
hindi k0 na maibabaLik muLi,
ang Lahat ng pinagsamahan.

naisip k0 na waLa na taLaga..
kaya kaiLangan k0 ng bumitaw.
may mahaL na siyang iba,
at sabi ng isip k0 "hindi ikaw".

kaiLangan k0ng maging masaya,
para sa kanya..
sa ikaLiLigaya ng buhay niya.

masakit para sa akin,
ngunit tatanggapin k0..
d m0 na ak0 mahaL,
at waLa na tay0.

ngay0n..ak0'y magpapaaLam na,
saLamat sa Lahat..
hinding-hindi kita makakaLimutan,
sana maging maLigaya ka.

hindi k0 it0 ginust0,
ngunit piniLit m0 k0.
hindi m0 ak0 masisisi,
dahiL nasaktan m0 rin naman ak0.

desisy0n k0 it0 na kaiLangan panindigan,
ngunit wag kang mag-aLaLa..
andit0 pa rin ak0,
kung kaiLangan m0 ng kaibigan.

d kita iiwan,
at sana ganun ka rin.
wag m0ng kakaLimutan,
buhay pa si VeRnA na maaLaLahanin..c=

tandaan m0..
minahaL kita ng s0bra.
ikaw Lang..
waLa ng iba.

ngunit tuLad ng sinabi k0..
tap0s na ak0.
ay0k0 na..
sawa na ak0..
at dahiL rin say0.

**c0rni ba? 0r panget? haha! i suck in making p0ems eh! per0 t0t0o yan..i'm just puLLing 0ut what's inside my heart..c=**

tama ba?

2005-06-04T19:03:00.000-07:00

f0rcing y0urseLf t0 be inv0Lved in a new reLati0nship after a break up is s0meh0w bad..even th0ugh s0me 0f y0u may think it's g0od. because the reas0n why y0u're d0ing that is because y0u want t0 f0rget s0me0ne fr0m y0ur past.

isipin niy0..if y0u'LL d0 that..db parang magiging panakip butas yun bag0?..but s0metimes, d rin nman paLaging ganun. when y0u truLy L0ve that new pers0n..eh di hindi na yun panakip butas 'c0z y0u're giving him/her true L0ve.

but!..

just think uLit..what wiLL y0ur past think ab0ut y0u? kn0wing that, just as easy as that..y0u f0und s0me0ne new. d0n't y0u think it wiLL hurt him/her? he/she may think that y0u've been f0oLing ar0und ever since y0u were with him/her.

..kaya ak0, i kn0w that i haven't fuLLy rec0vered yet..but i d0n't have feeLings f0r him anym0re..eh i've been pLanning t0 be singLe f0r awhiLe..ay0k0 Lang taLagang makasakit ng damdamin ng iba..

tama naman yun gagawin k0 di ba?

the dream

2005-06-03T23:39:00.000-07:00

we we're t0gether..h0Lding hands whiLe waLking. we we're s0 happy..having trips and Laughing. i spent the wh0Le day with y0u..and i was s0 happy. s0 happy kn0wing that i was safe with y0u. we taLked ab0ut aL0t 0f stuffs and Laughed s0 much. y0u kept 0n saying that y0u L0ve me..and that made me feeL "kiLig". made my day s0 much happier! then we sat d0wn 'c0z i feLt kinda tired..i feLL asLeep and y0u put my head 0n y0ur sh0uLder. y0u gazed at me as i sLeep..y0u then kissed my f0rehead and whispered "i L0ve y0u". y0u th0ught i was deepLy asLeep..but i reaLLy wasn't. at that m0ment, i knew that y0u reaLLy cared f0r me and that y0u reaLLy L0ve me. the day ended with a kiss and a hug fr0m me. it feLt s0 g0od..and then i said g0odbye and take care then y0u Left.

i th0ught it was reaL..'c0z it seemed s0 reaL!

i w0ke up with tears streaming d0wn 0n my face..why?

'c0z 0n that day..the t0taL 0pp0site 0f my dream happened. it t0re my heart int0 pieces..it hurt me s0 much, i didn't kn0w what t0 d0. i spent the wh0Le day crying aL0ne in my r0om..sad. i feeL s0 aL0ne..i feeL s0 dumped and rejected. i taLked t0 myseLf the wh0Le day..i kept 0n thinking ab0ut y0u..ab0ut the things we d0 t0gether. just t0 fiLL the emptiness i feeL inside..i t0Ld t0 myseLf.."he L0ves me" but deep inside..i can hear myseLf saying.."he L0ves s0meb0dy eLse, n0t y0u" =( i feLL asLeep 0n my bed with teary eyes.and that day ended with a g0odbye and take care..wishing y0u aLL the best and h0pe y0u get 0ver me s0on fr0m him.

stiLL..tears streaming d0wn 0n my face.

Q: hello verna,

dis is andrea, yung link mo sa blog mo... hehe..

may tatanong lng ako, blogskins lng ba yung layout mo ngaun?? sino gumawa? astig kasi!

kapag hindi blogskins, never mind my question nlng.. hehe!

tc olweizz! thanks sa madalas mong pagdaan sa blog ko.. i really appreciate it..

God Bless!

Andrea
A: yup! bL0gskins p0 yun.. =) cLick here para makita m0 yun..=)

stupid guys

2005-06-02T17:51:00.000-07:00

have y0u ever experienced t0 L0ve a guy wh0 d0esn't even appreciate the L0ve y0u're giving them? 0r L0ve a guy wh0 d0esn't even want t0 L0ve y0u back?..if yes..d0esn't it suck? i mean..y0u're L0ving a guy in which in his w0rLd y0u d0n't seem t0 exist. t0 him, y0u're invisibLe and y0u're n0thing. he can never Learn t0 L0ve y0u. s0 the thing y0u have t0 d0 is..Learn t0 Let g0. y0u have t0 sacrifice y0u're L0ve because L0ving that kind 0f guy wiLL 0nLy hurt y0u s0 much m0re. Learn t0 reaLize that n0thing wiLL happen if y0u'LL c0ntinue t0 L0ve him. instead, find s0me0ne wh0 wiLL feeL the same way as y0u d0. in that way, y0u'LL be much happier rather than L0ving a stupid guy wh0 d0esn't even kn0w h0w t0 appreciate g0od things. y0u d0n't have t0 be dumb 0r stupid just t0 get the L0ve y0u want. y0u have t0 wait f0r the right guy wh0 wiLL L0ve y0u. be wise. be smart. y0u sh0uLd n0t L0wer y0urseLf f0r s0me stupid guy. y0u sh0uLd be enLightened with the fact that there are many guys 0ut there wh0 wiLL beg f0r y0ur L0ve. many guys wh0'LL cry f0r y0u..guys wh0'LL die f0r y0u. s0, f0rget that stupid guy! he's s0 stupid n0t t0 L0ve s0me0ne Like y0u! it's his L0ss..n0t y0urs..0kay? =)

i can say aLL 0f this things because i have experienced it and i want t0 share this th0ughts 0f mine t0 aLL 0f y0u..maybe in time, it c0uLd heLp 0ther girLs t0 reaLize.

GORGEOUS GIRLS LIKE US DOES NOT DESERVE STUPID GUYS LIKE THEM!

agree? =D

Q: Verna, this is Samantha. If I'll get one of these, where will I recieve the questions? I've been thinking about it two weeks ago.
A: y0u'LL recieve the questi0ns 0n y0ur emaiL address. =)

Q: hi
A: heLL0! =)

my new Lay0ut and my iLLness

2005-06-01T20:03:00.000-07:00

hehe! i have changed my Lay0ut again! =) featuring AshLee Simps0n! hehe! she's my id0L..hehe! aside fr0m Joj0. uhm..just feLt Like my 0wn designed Lay0ut is kinda b0ring..0r sh0uLd i say reaLLy b0ring..hehe! s0 i decided t0 change my Lay0ut..s0 here ya g0! h0pe ya'LL Liked it.

nga paLa! pray f0r me..hehe! i'm sick eh..i have the c0ughs and c0Lds. it aLL started with a s0ar thr0at then et0h..LumaLa na. gawd! khap0n nga..i can't breathe eh..hehe..i can't even sLeep..it's s0 hard! s0 kindLy incLude me in yer prayers ha.. =) sana gumaLing na k0.. =) i have pLans pa with my c0usins eh and i can't g0 with them unLess i'm sick free..hehe! s0 yun..sige! yngatz kay0! mwuahs! =)

bad bad b0y..haha!

2005-05-31T18:10:00.000-07:00

Last night..Fraci0 caLLed..and Lam niy0..grabeh ang dami k0ng naLaman. stuffs ab0ut him..things he has been d0ing nung kami pa! i knew that at first daw hindi pa raw siya sery0s0 sakin..here's the things he has been d0ing nung una:

1. he was dating K/Cathy.
2. he was c0urting JenieL.
3. he was texting 0ther girLs.

i dunn0 if that's aLL..baztah..th0se are the things he did nung mga 1 0r 2 m0nths pLang kame. when i knew aLL 0f th0se..grabeh..i was sh0cked tLga 'c0z i didn't think that he can d0 that. kaLa k0 sery0s0 tLga xa sakin nun..yun paLa hindi. hehe! kaya kagabi i d0n't kn0w whether t0 get mad ba 0 hindi..per0 i'm gLad na rin xe sinabi niya sken yun even th0ugh it's kinda Late na..hehe..tska 0kay na rin yun aLam k0ng kahit papan0..sinery0s0 nman daw niya ak0 and he L0ved me s0 much pa raw kaya it's 0kay Lang.

tska i have t0 admit i've been bad din nung una..i was teLLing aLL my friends dati na i'm just g0nna use him f0r awhiLe. i t0Ld them that after niyang gumraduate..i'LL break up with him na..yun yung sinsabi k0 skniLa nun..per0 hindi k0 nman ginawa xe
nagsery0s0 na rin ak0 after a few m0nths.

per0 stiLL..mas bad nman yun ginawa niya db? seeing and dating 0ther girLs?? c0urting 0thers?? gawd. parang..heLLer! may girLfriend kana! hehe..ang tapang pa..yun niLiLigawan niya is yun MUSE niLa..parang d ba niya naisip na baka maLaman k0..grabeh db? hehe! but anyways, past is past! he's my bestfriend n0w..hehe! hmm..sige..that's aLL f0r n0w. take care guys! mwuahs! =)

any reacti0ns?? =)

Q: hi verna! turuan mo nman ako kung paano tong mga nag-gglow effect na yun.. hehe ~irish
A: [font color="white"][table style="FILTER: glow(color=#ff99ff, strength=6)"]type here[/font][/table] paLitan m0 nLng ng "<>" yun mga "[]" ha..=) h0pe i heLped! hehe! =)

h0use 0f wax

2005-05-28T23:51:00.000-07:00

kanina.. i went 0ut t0 the m0vies with my cuz and fraci0..hehe..La Lang. pinan0od nmen yun HOUSE OF WAX. ganda niya! suspense siya..hehe! grabeh..daming kaguLat m0ments dun tap0s grabeh..t0rture! ang sakit nung mga gingawa sa kniLa! grabeh! npptakip mata na nga ak0 eh..hehe..0nce npasigaw ak0 xe nguLat tLga ak0..hehe! =) tp0s aLam niy0 yun..grabeh yun reacti0n nmen xe parang x0brang saket nung gngawa skniLa..grabeh! tap0s yun iba nman parang "YUCK!"..hehe! per0 infairness, ang gwap0 ni Chad MichaeL Murray..hehe! =) waLa na ak0ng ibang masabi per0 it's t0taLLy a MUST-SEE m0vie..hehe! ganda eh! xuper c0oL and astig! hehe!

passed t0 me by CheL..

t0taL v0Lume 0f music fiLes 0n my c0mputer:
>> 2.65 GB

the Last CD i b0ught was:
>> dunn0..hehe! =)

s0ng pLaying right n0w:
>> n0 0rdinary L0ve by MYMP

five s0ngs i Listen t0 a L0t LateLy, 0r that mean a L0t t0 me:
>> especiaLLy f0r y0u by MYMP
>> n0 0rdinary L0ve by MYMP
>> untitLed by simpLe pLan
>> inc0mpLete by backstreet b0ys
>> crazy f0r y0u by sp0ngec0La

five pe0pLe t0 wh0m i'm passing the bat0n:
>> Esther
>> Andrea
>> Cheenee
>> Irish
>> Katz

Q: are u real?
A: yes..i am reaL.

sh0uLd i quit?

2005-05-28T00:27:00.000-07:00

i d0n't reaLLy kn0w what i'm feeLing right n0w per0 Lam niy0 parang gust0 k0 ng mag-quit 0n bL0gging..='( tingin niy0?

badtrip!

2005-05-27T20:40:00.000-07:00

badtrip ak0 ngay0n! putangina! urgh! bwiset! pareh0ng LaLaki pa ang nkapagpa-badtrip ng araw k0! mga LaLaki tLga!! uhh! naku! bwiset kay0 sa buhay! tangina!

Q: y do you suk
A: n0..i d0n't suck..maybe y0u d0.

reminisce?? th0ughts??

2005-05-26T13:11:00.000-07:00

Last night, as i was sittin' in the swing..i started t0 reminisce. i th0ught 0f HIM again. i th0ught ab0ut L0tsa stuff. stuffs that i miss d0ing with him..then it came t0 the p0int that i th0ught ab0ut 0ur break-up. the main reas0n whyi br0ke up with him..i despised myself that time 'c0z i reaLized that i was being f0oLish..seLfish. i reaLized kung gaan0 ak0 katanga nun. i t0Ld myseLf.."y0u're reaLLy crazy! h0w can y0u Let g0 0f him just Like that?!" yeah, i was taLking t0 myseLf Last night since i have n0one t0 taLk t0. i th0ught that Letting g0 0f him was reaLLy a suicide. 'c0z i just figured 0ut that i br0ke up with him with just a L0usy reas0n! TUL0G?! pssh! ang babaw db?! i aLs0 th0ught that "parents k0 nga hindi naging nasagabaL smin f0r us t0 c0ntinue 0ur reLati0nship eh! et0h pa kaya?!" haay! VERNA YOU'RE SO TANGA! that's why i'm starting t0 beLieve that when y0u L0se the 0ne y0u L0ve, that's the 0nLy time y0u'LL reaLize h0w much y0u L0ve him and h0w much he means t0 y0u. h0w much it w0uLd hurt y0u when y0u L0se him. but anyways, nakapagisip-isip Lang nman ak0 Last night. b'c0z 0f the fact that i'm aL0ne and there's n0thing f0r me t0 d0. kaya ayun, nagisip-isip ak0. naisip k0 rin na that must have been the biggest mistake i made! that's why nagaLit ak0 sa sariLi k0 kagabi. i bLamed it aLL t0 myseLf. haay! nasabi k0 pa nga sa sariLi k0 na kapag binaLikan niya k0..0o agad ak0! tp0s naisip k0 pa na kapag nangyari sigur0 yun..i w0uLd be the happiest girL aLive! =) but that wiLL aLL be just a dream..='( i reminisced aL0t taLaga kagabi..h0w i miss th0se days na we're b0th happy t0gether..times na kasama k0 siya..and the things we d0 t0gether. naisip k0 tuL0y, waLa ng magttxt skin ng sweet k0wts and sweet txtmsgs. yun my mga matching "I LOVE YOU"..yun "MAHAL NA MAHAL KITA"..uhh!! h0w i miss 'em! LaL0 na kpag binu0 m0 yun msg..ganit0 yun eh.."bAbY k0 mAhAl nA mAhAl kiTa..l0vE y0u.." ='( sweet n0h?..kakamiss taLaga..ngay0n, sigur0 ang matatanggap k0 nLng sknya eh "ell0w..mUstA?" yan nLng..haay! per0 0kay Lang..it was aLL my fauLt nmn eh..if it wasn't f0r my stupidity, eh di sana hanggang ngay0n..AKIN pa rin xa..haay! nak0..aLL i can d0 is sigh..xe i regret it s0 much! if 0nLy i c0uLd turn back time..hinding-hindi ak0 gagawa ng ikasasama ng L0ob nmin pareh0..uhh! pr0mise k0, next time na magsery0s0 ak0..i pr0mise t0 myseLf that hindi k0 na gagawin yun Lahat!para masaya! =) at hindi na rin ak0 magiging mababaw xe ayaw k0 na mauLit t0h..i d0n't wanna cry s0 much f0r a guy wh0 d0esn't even L0ve me..and is ready t0 Leave me anytime. para d niya k0 iwan, magiging g0od girL na k0..hehe! pr0mise! 0n my next reLati0nship..i'm n0t g0nna be s0 chiLdish..mababaw..inisin! i'm g0nna be the SWEETEST me. =) per0 Lam niy0..matagaL pa yun..wahehe! xe i d0 think na d pa k0 ready f0r a new 0ne..=) tap0s na nga sa m0ve 0n part but stiLL..ay0k0 pa rin! hehe! =) tska na yan! hehe..i'm g0nna stay singLe f0r awhiLe. =) s0 sige, ayun Lang..ay0s ak0 mag-reminisce n0h? hehe! parang ang daming pumapas0k sa isip k0..actuaLLy di nga Lang yan eh..haha! kuLang pa yan! madami pa! =)

**psst 0i! mmya isipin niy0 d pa rin ak0 nakakapagm0ve-0n ha! w0oy! anu kay0?! hehe..nkpagm0ve-0n nak0..it's just that nagkar0on Lang tLga ak0 ng time kagabi para maisip siya..tska d nmn yun sinasadya eh..hehe!**

pus0 at isipan

2005-05-24T15:21:00.000-07:00

iba tLga pag isip ang sinun0d..madaLas nakakasakit 0 d kaya eh may nasasaktan. kpag isip kasi ang pinagana eh pur0 against ang iisipin niyan..against sa sinasabi ng pus0 m0..iisipin niyan yung mga bad na mangyayari. d tuLad kapag pinairaL na ang pus0..ang pus0..baztah mahaL m0..sige Lang. masaktan 0 mahirapan ka man, gagawin m0 kasi mahaL m0 xa..ganyan kapag sinun0d m0 ang sinabi ng pus0 m0. minsan masaya kapag pus0 ang pinapagana..kas0 minsan masakit din kasi hindi ka mananaL0 LaL0 na pag kLaban m0 eh isip nung mahaL m0. parang..pus0 m0 vs. isip niya. mahirap yun kasi nga isip yun pinapagana niya..isip siya ng isip, hanggang sa makasakit na siya. samantaLang ikaw, pus0 m0 ang pinaiiraL m0..niLaLabas m0 Lahat para maLaman niya per0 in the end..ikaw pa rin ang taL0! haay! mas maganda sigur0 kung pareh0 niy0ng susundin yun nasa pus0 niy0..mas masaya pa. hehe! kas0 minsan hindi rin masaya kung hindi ka na niya tLga mahaL..per0 kung mahaL niy0 pa isa't-isa eh i'm sure, y0u'LL be abLe t0 w0rk things 0ut. per0 ang pinakamaganda eh kung dumating yung time na nagtugma yun pus0 at isipan m0..kasi Lahat gagawin m0 masun0d Lang tLga yun gust0 ng pus0 at isip m0..then maybe y0u'LL get Lucky en0ugh t0 win his/her heart. but if y0u faiL t0 d0 s0..d0n't bLame y0urseLf. at Least nasabi m0 sknya at naLaman niya..manhid at tanga nLang tLga xa kung hindi pa siya natamaan sa ginawa m0..i'm sure matatamaan nman yun eh. tska time wiLL c0me that he/she wiLL c0me begging f0r y0ur L0ve..maiisip din niLa na ang tanga niLa para iwan ka. kung d man siLa bumaLik..sigur0 may ibang magmamahaL say0 na mas higit pa sa pagmamahaL na naibigay niya dati.

f0r exampLe nLang..si geLine, yun mahaL niya..ak0 at yun mahaL k0.
si geLine at ak0..kapag nkikipag-break kami paLaging isip ang sinusun0d nmen. waLa yun pus0..kaya karanasan eh pinagsisisihan nmin yun ginawa nmen. kaya kapag nakikipag-baLikan yun mahaL nmin..sige Lang kami..makikipag-baLikan kami kasi mahaL nmen yun. bahaLa ng masaktan basta maging masaya Lang kame sa piLing ng mahaL nmen.

yan..na-reaLize k0 Lang yan kagabi whiLe i was taLking with geLine..ganyan yun ngyari sknya..iniwan rin xa, s0 i can reLate very much t0 her st0ry. pareh0 kaming nagpaka-tanga 0ver a pers0n wh0 L0ves us but d0es n0t want t0 be with us anym0re. pareh0 naming ginamit yun pus0 nmen..at pareh0 ring yun mga mahaL nmen..preh0 siLang mas sinun0d pa yun sinasabi ng isip niLa kesa sa pus0..pareh0 rin kaming naghab0L and LastLy, we b0th faiLed t0 win their hearts. pareh0 tLga kami ni geLine..ang kas0..mas nauna niyang na-experience yun kesa sakin. kaya ngay0n..nagpaparamdam yun pers0n na nang-iwan sknya..ngay0n pa! ngay0n pang may mahaL na siyang iba
..
ay gawd..kaya t0 aLL the peeps 0ut there na nagmamahaL..Laging sundin ang pus0 kung aLam niy0ng tama.=)

new Lay0ut

2005-05-24T01:52:00.000-07:00

ay0s ba? hehe! bag0ng Lay0ut..hehe! kanina k0 Lang ginawa yan..hehe! =) mga 11:30 pm. waLa kasi ak0 magawa eh..npaka-simpLe nga nit0 eh n0h? hehe! waLa Lang npagtripan k0 Lang. hmm..sana nagustuhan ni0 kahit panget..hehe! =)

singLe

2005-05-23T15:21:00.000-07:00

yes..i wanna stay singLe muna. hehe..xe i d0n't think that it w0uLd be a g0od idea if i'LL be having an0ther b0yfriend xe magiging panakip butas Lang xa. bka masktan k0 Lang xa and i d0n't want that t0 happen..gust0 k0 magka-b0yfriend kpag ready nk0 f0r a new L0ve. 0o, nkam0ve-0n na nga ak0 but that d0esn't mean that i'm ready f0r a new 0ne..singLe ak0 but just Like CheL dati..singLe but n0t avaiLabLe. hehe! =) para sa ngay0n, waLa munang mahaL mahaL! sakit Lang yan sa uL0..tska na kpag nkhanap ak0 ng bag0ng mamahaLin..wahehe! ay0k0 nung mga ret0 Lang..gust0 k0 ak0 mism0 magkakagust0 sknya tp0s magkakagust0 rin xa sken..ayun. ay0s yun! hehe! per0 tska na!! i'm g0nna Livea happy singLe Life. haha! d k0 muna mamadaLiin ang pagkaka-b0yfriend..at xempre, pipiLiin k0 na tLga yun mamahaLin ak0 ng x0bra x0bra..yun aLam k0ng hindi ak0 iiwan kahit anung mangyari..yun iintindi sken tska yun hindi ak0 paiiyakin.hmm, cgur0 nga waLang LaLaking hindi nagpapaiyak ng girLs..hehe! baztah, sa next reLati0nship na papasukan k0..sisiguraduhin k0ng hinding hindi nia tLga ak0 iiwan xe ay0k0 ng umiyak dahiL sa pagmamahaL ng x0bra. sisiguraduhin k0 ring mamahaLin nia k0 with aLL his heart..as in..yun parang ikamamatay nia pag nwaLa ak0..hehe! para atLeast..maaga paLang..aLam k0 ng he's g0nna be w0rth aLL my L0ve and tears..db? panget man xa 0r gwap0..ay0s Lang,baztah mahaL k0 at mahaL ak0..waLa ng pakieLam yun iba dun db?..haay! sigur0 matatagaLan pa k0 mkhnap ng bag0..hehe..per0 ayus Lang. as L0ng as i have my friends and bestfriends with me..i kn0w that i'LL be happy en0ugh than that 0f having a b0yfriend. =) sa ngay0n..crush Lang mer0n ak0. hehe! secret k0 nLng kung sin0 xa..wahehe! anyways,sige..yngatz kay0ng Lahat! byerz!

CurrentLy Listening t0: EspeciaLLy f0r y0u by M.Y.M.P
Current Mo0d: happy 'n sad

nakakainis nman..

2005-05-22T17:58:00.000-07:00

haay nak0! naiinis ak0..xe nagback-0ut nk0 sa fL0res de may0. nagback-0ut ak0 xe waLang gagawa ng ark0 k0! xe ang akaLa k0 kami kami rin ang magppr0vide ng ark0 nmen..kaLa k0 kami rin yun gagawa! kaya ayun..nagback-0ut ak0 since waLa tLgang tutuL0ng sken sa paggawa..and guess what?! nabaLitaan k0ng tutuL0ng yun baranggay sa paggawa! at kanina k0 Lang nLman..waLa nman ak0ng magawa xe it's t0o Late na para sabihin k0ng sasaLi pak0. waLa ng time para mag-rent ak0 ng g0wn tska yun ark0..0o nga kayang gawin yun ark0 k0 ng isang araw Lang tuLad ni CharL0tte yun nga Lang yun g0wn k0 tLga. s0 ayun..hinayang na hinayang nga kami ni Mara eh! sayang tLga..kung nLaman Lang nmin ng mas maaga yun eh di sana sumaLi pa kami. dami ngang nagtatan0ng sken dit0 eh..kpag nakikita niLa ak0ng nagLaLakad sa Labas, tan0ng niLa sken.. "ui deth! db kasaLi ka? bkt hindi ka pa naghahanda?!"..0 kaya "ui..bket d kana kasaLi?!"..ang sag0t k0 Lang eh.."waLa ak0ng ark0 eh"..ayun. hehe! anyways, kahit ganun eh sige 0kay Lang..may next year pa nman eh. haha! nga paLa, since hindi kame kasaLi eh tinuLungan nLng nmen si CharL0tte sa pagkuL0t ng hair nia..hehe! tp0s mamya..titingnan nLng nmen siLa..huhu..='( tp0s si RaqueL at Mara ata mang-aasar eh..haha! sasaLi nLng ak0 sa pang-aasar niLa..nyarkz! haha! hmf! bhaLa na nga.

ui guys! aLam ni0..i'm feeLing much much better..nkam0ve-0n nk0 kahit aLa pk0ng bag0ng mahaL. hehe! nagpapakasaya Lang ak0 and i'm aLways thinkin' p0sitive. tska m0stLy, iniisip k0 yun magagandang bagay kaya since kahap0n ng hap0n..d pak0 umiiyak. yes! haha! =) masaya nk0..nakakatawa nk0 hindi tuLad nung past few days. hehe..sarap paLa ng pakiramdam kapag ganit0 n0h? hehe! 0h cgeh..Laterz nLng! LaLabas pa kami niLa Mara eh! haha! byerz!

dedicated t0 yah?

2005-05-21T18:53:00.000-07:00

We BeL0ng T0gether
by Mariah Carey

(0oh, 0oh, sweet L0ve, yeah)

I didn't mean it
When I said I didn't L0ve y0u s0
I shouLd have heLd 0n tight
I never sh0uLda Let y0u g0
I didn't kn0w n0thing
I was stupid, I was f0oLish
I was Lying t0 myseLf
I c0uLd n0t fath0m that I w0uLd ever
Be with0ut y0ur L0ve
Never imagined I'd be
Sitting here beside myseLf
Cause I didn't kn0w y0u
Cause I didn't kn0w me
But I th0ught I knew everything
I never feLt

The feeLing that I'm feeLing
Now that I d0n't hear y0ur v0ice
0r have y0ur touch and kiss y0ur Lips
Cause I d0n't have a ch0ice
0h, what I w0uLdn't give
t0 have y0u Lying by my side
Right here, cause baby
(We beL0ng t0gether)

[ch0rus]
When y0u Left I L0st a part 0f me
It's stiLL s0 hard t0 beLieve
c0me back baby, pLease
Cause we beL0ng t0gether
Wh0 eLse am I g0n' Lean 0n
When times get r0ugh
Wh0's g0nna taLk t0 me 0n the ph0ne
'TiLL the sun c0mes up
Wh0's g0nna take y0ur pLace
There ain't n0b0dy better
0h, baby baby, we beL0ng t0gether

I can't sLeep at night
When y0u are 0n my mind
B0bby W0mack's 0n the radi0
Saying t0 me
"If y0u think y0u're L0neLy n0w"
Wait a minute
This is t0o deep (t0o deep)
I g0tta change the stati0n
So I turned the diaL
Trying t0 catch a break
And then I hear Babyface
I 0nLy think 0f y0u
And it's breaking my heart
I'm trying t0 keep it t0gether
But I'm faLLing apart
I'm feeLing aLL 0ut of my eLement
I'm thr0wing things, crying
Trying t0 figure 0ut
Where the heLL I went wr0ng
The pain refLected in this s0ng
It ain't even haLf 0f what
I'm feeLing inside
I need y0u
Need y0u back in my Life, baby

[repeat ch0rus 2x]

bagay yan sa nararamdaman k0 ngay0n db? hehe..tingin ni0? sakt0 kasi eh..hehe! =) per0 aLam ni0 ba, mej0 nakakam0ve-0n nk0..mnsan k0 nLng xa maisip and kung naiisip k0 man xa eh i'm L0okin' in the future..kung an0 kaya mga gagawin nmen kpag kasama k0 na xa as my bestfriend..hehe..per0 xempre andun pa rin y0n iyak k0..xe the 0ther side 0f my brain nman is thinking ab0ut the past mem0ries kaya naiiyak ak0. hehe! per0 0kei Lang yan..nakakaya k0 naman eh..best! kung nagbabasa ka, ang dami k0 ng gust0 ikwent0 say0! maiip0n t0h..hehe..baztah when this 0ne week thing is 0ver..LaL0 ak0ng magiging 0pen say0 xe bestfriend na kita..hehe! ay0n..sige..yngat kay0! babush! =)

Q: blinkies
A: uhh, what ab0ut the bLinkies? d0 y0u wanna kn0w where t0 get them 0r are y0u just w0ndering where did my bLinkies g0?

tears just f0r y0u..

2005-05-20T17:11:00.000-07:00

it was i wh0 did it aLL. it was i wh0 ended it aLL..it was aLL my fauLt! if i sh0uLdn't have br0ken up with him, this L0neLiness i feeL w0uLdn't be here. if i hadn't br0ken up with him, d sana siya nasanay ng waLa ak0..='( i kn0w i sh0uLdn't bLame myseLf f0r aLL 0f this but it was me wh0 created this misery..s0 i sh0uLd face aLL 0f this and be brave. i can cry but i sh0uLdn't give up. i kn0w that time wiLL c0me that they'LL bring us back t0gether again..if we're reaLLy meant t0 be. but if n0t, then maybe i'LL be abLe t0 find s0me0ne wh0 wiLL L0ve me s0 much..i just h0pe t0 find MR. RIGHT. naging masaya naman ak0 sa piLing niya..i d0n't regret everything that happened between us..naging masaya tLga ak0..s0bra-s0brang saya. 0h gawd. i wanna cry..='( at masaya na rin ak0 at naLaman k0ng minahaL nia rin ak0 ng s0bra..i'm gLad t0 kn0w that i didn't waste my time L0ving him 'c0z it was aLL w0rth it.

fraci0, sLamat ha..sLamat sa Lahat..
btw, me and fraci0 are n0w bestfriends..ain't it c0oL? =) i just h0pe this w0rks 0ut right..starting t0day, we're b0th g0nna m0ve 0n with 0ur L0veLifes..we w0n't taLk t0 each 0ther f0r 0ne wh0Le week s0 that we can f0rget ab0ut the L0ve we have f0r 0ne an0ther. after that 0ne week..we'LL start a brand new reLati0nship..and that's being BESTFRIENDS. we pr0mised 0urseLves that we're g0nna be bestfriends 'tiL we're 0Ld..0r maybe 'tiL death..we made aL0t 0f pr0mises t0 each 0ther that we sh0uLdn't f0rget. and i'm fine with it. i guess we're better 0ff as friends rather than L0vers..he t0Ld me that we'LL be m0re happier if we were t0 be friends 'c0z in that way we w0n't be abLe t0 fight. mas magiging masaya kami ng ganun..pLus, we'LL heLp each 0ther pick 0ur new b0yfriends and girLfriends..=) we'LL stiLL see each 0ther.. partner k0 na xa ngay0n sa gaLaan..hehe! we'LL hang0ut if we have time. baztah! it w0uLd be c0oL. i can't wait t0 spend time with him as my newest bestfriend! =) nga pLa..kakantahan k0 kay0..

L0neLy..
i am Miss L0neLy..
i have n0b0dy..
t0 caLL my 0wn..

-L0neLy by Ak0n

ayun Lang! d k0 xe aLam y0n bu0ng Lyrics eh but it suits me..hehe! =) aLam ni0 ba gabi gabi umiiyak ak0..hehe..ay0n..waLa Lang..share k0 Lang. d nga Lang gabi gabi eh..khit hap0n 0r umaga..y0u'LL see me crying in my bed..='( i just h0pe i'LL get 0ver him tLga! sa susun0d bL0od na ang iLuLuha k0. hehe..j0ke..cgeh bye..naiiyak nnman ak0. hehe.. bye guys! take care! *s0b*

Q: Â¿what is your favorite color? and Â¿did you have more photos?
A: my fav0rite c0L0r is pink. and yes..i d0 have many m0re ph0t0s.. =)

wLa na tLga..

2005-05-19T19:35:00.000-07:00

wLa na tLga..there's n0 chance pra mging kami uLit. we taLked ab0ut it na kgabi..sbe nia d na raw kasi kami nagkakasund0 kaya there's n0 need pra magkabaLikan pa kami. 0kay Lang..kaya k0 t0h. x0brang sakit para sa akin na maLaman y0n..per0 kung waLa na tLgang pag-asa..eh di waLa na..pareh0 kaming umiiyak kagabi..pintwag nia k0 tp0z yun..sbe nia mag-gg0odbye Lang daw xa sa akin..d k0 tLga aakaLaing iiyak xa. habang nagsasaLita xa umiiyak xa..pati ak0 pinaiyak nia. x0brang sakit yun naramdaman k0 kagabi..d k0 aLam kung an0 gagawin k0..iyak na k0 ng iyak sa kwart0..x0brang maga nga yun mata k0 eh! hanggang ngay0n..hbang tinatype k0 t0h umiiyak ak0..kasi x0brang hinayang taLaga ak0 sa ginawa k0..i can't imagine my Life with0ut him..parang dk0 kaya. madami ak0ng mamimiss..yun mga gngwa nia..yun sweet text msgs..yun sweet things na gingawa nia para sakin..per0 cgeh..kakayanin k0 t0h. marami pa k0ng mhhnap na mas mamahaLin ak0. sana makaLimutan k0 na xa..x0brang daming Luha na ang pumapatak at sawa nak0! kung binabasa m0 man t0h ngai0n..et0h msg k0 para say0..

saLamat sa Lahat Lahat..s0rry na din sa mga nagawa k0..sana mkhanap ka ng mas magpapasaya say0. wag mk0ng aLaLahanin..d na kita iist0rb0hin. kakayanin k0ng kaLimutan ka kahit x0brang sakit pra sa akin. x0brang mahaL na mahaL kita..sana aLam m0. d k0 kayang mawaLa ka per0 an0 pa bang mgagawa k0. waLa ka na tLga. naging masaya k0 sa bu0ng 6 m0nths na nkasama kita..h0pe y0u'LL cherish aLL th0se mem0ries..d nk0 mangguguL0 say0 para makaLimutan m0 na k0 ng tuLuyan..h0pe y0u aLL the best things in Life. tandaan m0 kahit as a friend Lang andit0 k0 para tuLungan ka..nding ndi kita mkakaLimutan..kahit d pa kita mkita.

yun Lang..sige..kaiLangan k0 pang patigiLin t0ng mata na t0h. cgeh..bye!

s0on..i'LL Learn t0 f0rget y0u.

Manhid ka..

2005-05-18T16:54:00.000-07:00

may mga ta0ng sadyang MANHID. nkakainis yun mga ganun n0h?! nagpapapansin kana d ka pa rin nia mapansin-pansin. minamahaL m0 na d pa rin aLam. ginawa m0 nang Lahat d pa rin maappreciate! d m0 tuL0y aLam kung mawawaLan ka na ba ng pag-asa sa pagpaparamdam. intay ka ng intay sa kanya, d rin naman paLa xa mapapasaiy0. nakakaasar! sana magising naman siya! sana maLaman na niya yun ibig k0ng iparating sa kanya.. sana maramdaman niya yun nararamdaman k0.. sana sa bandang huLi, akin siya.. sana wag na siyang maging manhid.. sana mamuLat na siya. at maLaman niyang mahaL k0 siya.. mahaL k0 siya ng s0bra.. ='(

heLp?? any0ne??

2005-05-16T22:01:00.000-07:00

waah! huhu..='( tuLungan ni0 k0 makaLim0t..pLz! huhu..d nk0 aasang magiging kami uLet xe aLam k0ng maLab0 nman na iy0n eh..xe kay ______ na xa..nyarks! haha! j0ke Lng p0! per0 0kay Lang yan..hehe..x0 kahit masakit..tuLungan ni0 k0ng makaLimutan xa. pLz. huhu..='( d0es any0ne kn0ws h0w?? wiLL any0ne pLz heLp me??

Q: ui! wag mo mamasamain pero sana tanggalin mo na yung image
sa background or palitan mo na lng yung font color nung mga posts mo
kasi di makita mabuti e..
A: ayan p0..i changed the f0nt c0L0r np0..sana ay0s na. =)

Q: how did you make a question box like this?
A: i g0t it fr0m Resp0nse-0-matic. i c0pied the c0des they gave me and made s0me changes in the c0de.

Mara's b0yfriend

2005-05-15T23:56:00.000-07:00

inggit ak0 kay Mara xe she has a reaLLy nice b0yfriend. actuaLLy, ex-b0yfriend. wLa Lng..xe xuper sweet xe nung guy tska he's reaLLy nice and grabeh xa magmahaL..ang sarap nia magmahaL xe t0t0o and xuper eh. L0ok, they've br0ken up many times na rin per0 kpag nkikipag-break yun friend k0 sknya eh naghahab0L tLga xa..per0 nung huLing break-up niLa..ay0s nman siLa..sweet pa rin siLa sa isa't-isa..per0 d Lang tLga mgwa nung guy na bLikan yun friend k0 xe ayaw ni Mara xe ayaw sknya nung parents ni Mara per0 deeep inside gut0ng-gust0 tLga ni Mara dun sa guy..actuaLLy, d nga nia ginust0ng mkipag-break dun eh..npiLitan Lng xa dhiL sa 'rentz nia. baztah! ang sweet tLga nung ex nia..khit ndi cLa..tintext prin xa at twag pa sknya eh "bhaby". astig! hehe! tp0s et0h tLga nkapagpakiLig smeng daLawa knina..nkatext nia yun guy. at yung huLing msg nia eh "bhaby, can u b my girl again?pls...sna maintndhan mo ko,i rily luv u s much" damn! kakiLig! ang sweet sweet nung guy! p0tah! db? what d0 ya'LL think? kahit aLam niyang ayaw sknya nung 'rentz ni Mara eh stiLL pinipiLit niang magkabaLikan siLa nung friend k0 xe mahaL na mahaL nga nia yun friend k0. 0bvi0us na 0bvi0us nman eh..grabeh. ang swerte nit0ng friend k0ng t0h. im reaLLy happy f0r her..sna sgutin na uLet ni Mara xe haLata nang ayaw nung guy na mawaLa xa eh..haLatang mahaL na mahaL xa. sheyt! kainggit! ='( huhu..anyways, what can y0u say? db sweet nman tLga yun guy?!!

questi0n b0x..

Q: hey,where did u just make the portion donw there?the play it
etc.w/ diff songs.. also chek my site
www.fabulous-kisses-maickijasimi.blogspot.com takecare!
A: i g0t it here. 0kay, i'LL visit y0ur site..thanx f0r askin'! =)

Q: do you really love jojo?
A: i d0n't L0ve her Like "L0ve" her. hehe..=) i just ad0re her..i id0Lize her..hehe..yun. =)

fLores de may0

2005-05-14T21:28:00.000-07:00

gawd! hehe.. i've been asked t0 j0in the Fl0res De May0..wahehe! La Lng..share k0 Lng..ngai0n, i need t0 rent a g0wn..nyahaha! yaw k0 xe nung g0wn k0 dit0 eh..haha. ang saya..aLL 0f my friends are j0ining. haha! ayun..La Lng..cgeh bye! take care! =)

it's 0ver..='(

2005-05-14T16:08:00.000-07:00

a few minutes ag0..my Life became inc0mpLete. yes, me and fraci0 br0ke up. i br0ke up with him'c0z i just can't aff0rd t0 have a b0yfriend that d0esn't have time f0r me. *but.has.aL0t.0f.time.t0.sLeep* prang pinagpaLit ak0 sa tuL0g. wahehe.. he d0esn't have time f0r me na xe Lagi xang tuL0g. d na nga kame nkakapag-usap eh..and minsan d na rin kame nkkpagtext xe tuL0g nga xa. it sucks! gust0ng-gust0 k0 xang maka-usap per0 an0 nman mggawa k0 kung tuL0g xa. haay! and an0ther reas0n why i br0ke up with him is b'c0z things aren't g0ing right between us..i d0n't Like his atittude t0wards me kaya madaLas kame mag-away. araw-araw, away-bati kami..per0 ngai0n, i finaLLy decided t0 end this..it's hard and it hurts *x0bra* per0 i just have t0 d0 it. ay0k0ng magpaka-tanga and get his attenti0n everytime..gust0 k0ng magbag0 xa and gust0 k0ng ibaLik yun dati niyang ugaLi..yun sweet, yun mapagkumbaba, yun understanding, yun mabait..gust0 k0 yun d ak0 magkakapr0bLema sknya.per0 i guess that's n0t g0nna happen since waLa naman na kami. d k0 gust0ng mangyari t0h per0 dk0 nman puedeng phirapan yun sriLi k0 db? masakit pra sken t0h x0bra..pinipigiLan k0 Lang umiyak..per0 Let's see nLang kung kami nga ba tLga. if we're destined t0 be t0gether..kung akin nga xa tLga eh bbLik nman xa db? but if n0t, cgur0 may darating pang iba na magmamahaL din sken.i may n0t be abLe t0 find s0me0ne Like him but i have t0 accept it. per0 t0 teLL ya'LL the truth..xa Lang tLga ang minahaL k0 ng s0bra-s0bra..mga friends k0 jan na nagbabasa! t0t0o nman db? xa Lang tLga.that's why i reaLLy am sad. haay! cgeh, hhnap muna ak0 ng mkaka-usap ab0ut this..yun Lang p0 muna..bye! take care p0..

y0u've been tw0-timed..

2005-05-13T19:13:00.000-07:00

here's a situati0n huh..naaLaLa k0 Lng ei0n friend ni geLine..s0 ganit0 yun..

mahaL na mahaL m0 yun gf/bf m0..per0 ang hindi m0 aLam eh pLaygurL/b0y xa..iLang beses na xang ng2tym! and at the m0ment tinu-2tym ka nia..then the time came na nLaman m0 ei0n t0t0o..what are y0u g0nna d0 ab0ut it?

ggyahin m0 ba yun friend ni geLine na ang ginawa eh d xa nakipag-break sa text. hinantay nia tLgang magkaharap siLa nung babae bag0 nia sabihin Lhat ng gust0 niang sabihin..

s0 ikaw? an0 gagawin m0?

fr0m my questi0n b0x..

Q: ei ok 2 ha ganda...........d best.....hehehe....thankz....d2
ko lang pla mki2ta c jojo....jejej
A: hehe..thanx..n0 need t0 thank me..i haven't d0ne anythin' f0r y0u yet. =) sige, visit ka Lng dit0 pra mkita m0 si j0j0..haha! =)

new Lay0ut

2005-05-11T01:37:00.000-07:00

ayan..new Lay0ut nnman..haha! saya n0h? wLa xe ak0ng mgawa eh..hehe! =) weLL..si Jojo ang npiLi k0 'c0z i reaLLy ad0re her. ganda niya kasi tska hanga ak0 sknya xe at the age 0f 14 ganyan na xa..ganyan na yun narating niya..hehe..La Lng. anyways, h0pe ya'LL Liked my new Lay0ut. sun0d k0 dit0 si AshLee Simps0n nman..hehe! =D cgeh..yun Lng p0 muna..i'LL just fix my darkpLayer uLet tska yun tagb0ard k0..iibahin k0 na c0L0rs niLa..wahehe. ayt, bye bye! take care! =) sana tLga nagustuhan ni0 t0ng new Lay0ut k0! =)

jeaL0usy

2005-05-10T01:40:00.000-07:00

jeaL0usy..haay. 0kay..yeah..i admit it. x0brang seL0sa ak0..and y0u'LL never kn0w that im getting jeaL0us na..tahimik xe ak0..i can hide my feeLings pwera nLng when i can't h0Ld it any L0nger, kpag x0bra na..madaLi ak0ng magseL0s kahit na katiting na bagay pa yan..hehe..mapa-famiLy man 0r L0ve 0r friendship..nak0..wLang pinipiLi ang pagiging pagka-seL0sa k0. hehe..dati pa, when i was stiLL a LittLe chiLd..i usuaLLy get jeaL0us when i see mama and papa cuddLing 0r s0mething..xe naiisip k0, bket ak0 d kasaLi? hehe! yun..gust0 k0 xe n0n Lahat ng atensy0n nasa aken..hehe! ang seLfish k0 n0h? hehe! weLL..n0on yun. d na ngai0n..madalas k0 nman pagseL0san ngai0n is ab0ut L0ve and friendship. sa L0ve..mnsan, kahit crush k0 Lng baztah my ibang girL na ksma 0r kausap..nagseseL0s ak0 when i kn0w that i d0n't reaLLy have the right t0 be jeaL0us xe nga crush k0 Lng nman xa..hehe..per0 im getting 0ver it. mnsan nman pag bf k0..uhh..nagseseL0s ak0 kpag my nkikita ak0ng kaharutan xang girL..yun mga ganun..hehe! tp0s sa friendship..ay0k0 yun naffeeL na Left-0ut ka..gust0 k0 Lagi ak0ng kasaLi sa usapan..tska nagseseL0s ak0 kpag mnsan siLa siLa Lang yun magkakasama xe mnsan d niLa k0 tinatawag eh..s0 yun..per0 mnsan Lng nman yun..s0 ai0n nga. i easiLy get jeaL0us..and i d0n't kn0w h0w t0 0verc0me it. ah weL..maybe s0on..i'LL get 0ver it..i h0pe..=)s0 cgeh..that's aLL f0r n0w! bye! teecee ya'LL! =)

La Lng..

2005-05-09T20:01:00.000-07:00

hey ya'LL! hehe! La Lng..ngamit k0 na uLetz c0mp. nmen per0 ang bagaL! anywayz..i was with my baby khap0n xe nga 6th m0nthsary nmen..hehe! pumunta kme sa hauz niLa..ai0n..masaya..hehe! ang khuLet nga nmen eh..ginagawa k0 xang "gurL"..nyahaha! per0 infairness, ang kyut nia pLa pag nging bading xa huh! haha! but i d0n't want that t0 happen..haha! n0thing speciaL happened t0day nman..uhm..d k0 nnman mktext baby k0 xe aLa nnman xang unLimited..haay! per0 0kz Lng..im g0nna caLL him nLng..hehe..kurip0t ei0n eh. yaw nia pang bumiLi ng L0ad..hehe..0h cgeh! ai0n nLng p0 muna..wLa pa k0 masabe eh..bye bye! take care nLng p0 kei0! =)

greetings..

2005-05-08T21:24:00.000-07:00

happy 6th m0nthsary t0 me and my baby! =)

gaLing! 6 m0nths na kme..hehe! saya! kahit na mdaLas kme mag-away eh stiLL nkaab0t kme ng ganit0..hehe..ganit0 tLga pag L0ve ni0 isa't isa n0h? hehe! =) nga pLa..i wanna greet my m0m and aLs0 t0 aLL the m0ms 0ut there..

happy m0ther's day! =)

questi0n b0x..

2005-05-08T20:50:00.000-07:00

questi0n b0x..

Q: dun ba sa blinkies meron ka dung ginawa mo tlaga?
A: wLa p0h..i just g0t them fr0m easyd0LL..L0ok m0 sa mga credits k0h..

Q: h0w did u put th0se blinkies on ur blog???
A: sinave k0 p0 sa ph0t0bucket then kinuha k0 ei0n tag then niLagay k0 ei0n sa htmL c0de ng bL0g k0..

questi0n b0x

2005-05-02T14:41:00.000-07:00

questi0n b0x..

Q: taga SMA is st.mary's diba? may kilala ka ba dun meryl xzyanine destura? thanks :)
A: yup..St. Mary's p0 ei0n SMA. uhm..d k0 p0 xa kiLaLa eh..an0 p0 bang year nia?

virus

2005-05-02T14:21:00.000-07:00

guys..d muna me maxad0ng mkakapagp0st ngai0n xe i have t0 rent f0r a c0mp pra Lang makapag-internet..ngka-virus xe un c0mp nmen eh..='( per0 papagawa rin nmen ei0n..hehe. since d muna me mkakapag-bL0g eh i'L spend time Learning h0w t0 pLay the guitar nman..ehehe! just b0ught my 0wn guitar eh..saya nga eh! =) s0 cgeh..ai0n Lang. uhm..nga pLa. kung cn0h man si "bleehh" weLL, here's a msg f0r yah..wLa k0ng pakieLam kung ayaw m0 man sa bL0g k0. masaya nk0 at mer0n pa ring ngagandahan dit0. 0kay Lang na magkar0on ak0 ng hater per0 this is my bL0g. i can d0 whatever i Like. kaya just back 0ff kung ayaw m0 sa bL0g k0. aytz?! ai0n Lng! buhbye! =) take care every0ne!

questi0n b0x

2005-04-29T23:53:00.000-07:00

fr0m my questi0n b0x..

Q: put your questi0n here
A: pLease d0n't pLay with the questi0n b0x..aytz?!

Q: how's your day?
A: it's fine, i guess..but a bit sad. thanx f0r askin'.. =)

naiinis ak0..

2005-04-29T18:37:00.000-07:00

naiinis ak0! bket? dahiL sknya! grr! i haven't recieved any text msgs fr0m him since apriL 26 ni-isa wLa! nung 26, i taLked t0 him by ceL. sbe nia he was supp0sed t0 buy text unLimited na kaya Lang gabi na x0 he didn't b0ther t0 buy na. eh di sana nung 27 nagL0ad na xa db? where did his m0ney g0? nsan na? and yet untiL n0w, he hasn't L0aded up s0me credits 0n his f0ne. Let's say may nghiram nung m0ney nia eh bkt nman d nia mgwang mnghiram ng ceL d0n. im sure my mga L0ad nman un mga pp0L skniLa n0h..d man Lang nia k0 tnxt kahit isa d tuLad nung dati. ='( what's happenin' ba? i was trying t0 caLL him kgabi per0 Laging netw0rk busy. haay! hanggang kgabi nLng xe caLL and text unLimited k0 kaya i was thinking 0f spending my Last minutes 0r h0urs taLking t0 him per0 waLa eh. d k0 xa ma-c0ntact..i aLs0 tried texting him per0 wLa din. wlang repLy..cgur0 tuL0g na xa nun per0 ewan! i d0n't reaLLy kn0w what i'm g0nna feeL t0wards this..magagaLit ba ak0 0 hindi? xe kgabi 0r these past few days,naiinis tLga ak0 sknya but then, suddenLy, parang naffeeL k0ng d k0 kayang mgaLit sknya..but why? sbe nga ni Ryan, ganun daw xe L0ve k0 raw c fraci0 per0 natan0ng k0 rin sknya kgbi eh "d0es he feeL the same way i d0?" sag0t ni Ryan.."syempre..per0..ah wLa! cgeh bukas nLng"..piniLit k0ng aLamin kung an0 ei0n mer0n dun sa "per0.." but unf0rtunateLy..d nia sinabi sken. haay nk0! sbe k0 nga rin kay Ryan kgbi na i'm g0nna give fraci0 3-5 days..kpag d pa rin ak0 nktanggap ng msg gLing sknya..ewan k0 nLng. d nga ak0 magL02ad hangga't d xa nagL02ad eh..haha! bahaLa na..g0odLuck nLng smen! haha! cgeh..ai0n Lng p0. bye! take care every0ne! =)

haay!

2005-04-27T23:59:00.000-07:00

haay! wLa Lng..nakakainis naman. aLa xeng L0ad c baby k0 eh..!! d k0 xa makatext..ngtxt nk0 ng k0wt sknya knina..un Lng..hehe! tska mej0 magkaaway kame ngai0n eh..hehe! baztah! secret nLng kung bket! hihi.. =) per0 i miss him na! i miss his text..i miss his v0ice. haay! =(

questi0n b0x

2005-04-27T18:46:00.000-07:00

mer0n p0ng ngtan0ng..

Q: why are you so lame?
A: weLL..that's me. why? g0t a pr0bLem with that?!

Q: did you make those blinkies? if not, i suggest you give credit for the people who did it. just a suggestion you know. no offense meant.
A: 0kiez! =) i've been thinking 0f that na nga eh. it's just that hinahanap k0 pa ei0n site na ei0n..hehe! anyway, thanx f0r the suggesti0n ayt?! =)

missin' my baby

2005-04-26T20:00:00.000-07:00

g0d! im missin' my baby x0 much! i miss him na! i wanna see him and hug him! huhu..='( ipakita ni0 na xa sken! hehe.. aLm0st 0ne week k0 na xang d nakikita tp0z nung huLi pa nmeng kita eh sandaLi Lang xe kinuha Lng nia m0ney nia sken tp0z gaLit pa ak0 sknya nun keia d k0 xa mxad0ng hinarap..d k0 xa kinausap..pinaab0t k0 nga Lang ei0n m0ney eh xe inis tLaga k0 sknya, yaw k0 xa makita. and n0w, h0w i regret d0ing that! grr! waah! i wanna see him na tLaga..sana pag natuL0y ak0 t0m0z sa market market eh sana makasama xa..hehe! i miss him x0 much! ='( kaya the next time i see him..im g0nna hug him tLga! kkiss k0 din xa..haha! =p and y0u kn0w, the L0nger y0u spend y0ur time far away fr0m him, the m0re y0u miss him kaya the next time y0u see each 0ther, it's reaLLy a great feeLing t0 say "na-miss kita!" =D kakatuwa pa pag nagkita na kai0 uLetz! hehe! haaay! bhie! i miss y0u na! hehe! =) hmm.. cgeh, aun Lng p0 sa ngai0n! hehe! tekkerz! =p

friends? and b0oters

2005-04-25T21:50:00.000-07:00

i f0rg0t t0 teLL ya guys that it was my m0m's birthday khap0n..hehe! =) ai0n..wLa Lng! anyways, d tLga ei0n un t0pic k0 ngai0n. my t0pic f0r this p0st is reaLLy ab0ut friendship *ata* hehe! here it g0es..

0ne thing that i reaLLy d0n't Like ab0ut pe0pLe is that when they want t0 be friends with y0u just t0 satisfy s0me 0f their needs. i mean maki2pagkaibigan sai0 s0 that y0u c0uLd heLp them 0n whatever they need..mnsan pa waLang kwenta naman ei0n gust0 niLa! per0 ikaw naman si tanga y0u'LL try t0 heLp him naman! it's because y0u're a true friend and y0u're wiLLing t0 heLp him kahit an0 pa man ei0n..per0 ang taLagang nakakainis dun is the fact that he'LL 0nLy c0me t0 y0u whenever he needs s0mething! g0sh! is that what y0u caLL a friend?! cgeh, sabihin na nating mnsan kinakamusta ka nia but un feeLing habang ka-text m0 xa is prang wLa xang ganang kausapin ka..prang ganun! ah baztah! tp0z mnsan Lang nia gwin ei0n, un kmustahin ka. and m0stLy, he wiLL 0nLy text y0u kapag my fav0r xa 0r waLa Lang xang maka-usap. 0h db?! sbe sa ini0 eh..LaLapit Lang xa sei0 kapag may kaiLangan xa! shet! i feel used..haha! j0ke! et0h pa..just when i needed him t0 say g0od things ab0ut me just t0 make me feel better..d pa nia nagawa! instead, he 0nLy made me feeL aL0t w0rse! g0d! iLay0 ni0 xa sa akin! hehe! j0ke Lng! per0 i wanna make things cLear..im n0t reaLLy mad at him. i stiLL wanna be his friend per0 wish k0 Lang sana magbag0 na xa. =)

nga pLa! share k0 na rin ei0n thing with b0oters! pucha! im s0o0o0 pissed 0ff na sa kaniLa! just g0t b0oted again kahap0n that's why i was invisibLe the wh0Le time i was 0nLine! p0tah! mamatay na ei0n nangbb0ot sken! uL0L ka! g0 t0 heLL! if 0nLy i kn0w h0w t0 b0ot..hay! and 0nLy if i kn0w wh0 keeps 0n b0oting me! kaya ngai0n..i'm g0nna change my YM id. add k0 nLng uLet ei0n mga friends k0 tLga..mahirap na..hehe! =) s0 cgeh, that's aLL f0r t0day! buhbye!

new Lay0ut

2005-04-24T23:58:00.000-07:00

haha! i have a new Lay0ut na! i made it myseLf! hehe! =) i Like it even th0ugh it's kinda simpLe but i put aL0t 0f eff0rt 0n it s0 i'm pretty much pr0ud 0f what i've d0ne. haha! if y0u d0n't Like it, weLL, i d0n't care..it's n0t y0ur bL0g anyways! it's mine..s0 i can d0 anythin' i Like t0 it. anyway, it's my first time t0 create my 0wn Lay0ut..hehe! i made it f0r 0nLy 1 day..haha! saya! =D at first nguLuhan pa ak0 when i was trying t0 put up aLL my p0sts inside the b0x but LuckiLy, with the heLp 0f CheL, it was fixed. naai0s xa! gLing tLga ni CheL! hehe! thanx CheL! =) s0 ai0n..buti nman at nkgwa ak0 ng ganit0..haha! =p and n0w, im g0nna fix my darkpLayer nman..hehe! i'LL give it a new L0ok! pati ei0n tagb0ard k0..im g0nna change the c0L0rs na!haha! s0 cgeh ai0n Lng! h0pe ya'LL Liked my new Lay0ut! =) byerz! take care!

n0thin'

2005-04-18T23:28:00.000-07:00

haay! i haven't p0sted f0r 6 days! wLa xe ak0 msabe eh! cgeh..kwent0 k0 nLng ei0n ngyari nung ApriL 16. haha! cgeh Let's start.

i went t0 gL0rietta with my cuz and my baby. we watched a m0vie [the pacifier] then after that we went h0me t0 fetch my friend [geLine] 'c0z we're g0ing with her t0 BaywaLk. haha! La Lng, trip Lng nmen pumunta dun! niLiLib0t k0 Lng nman cuz k0 eh! s0 ai0n, we stayed there fr0m ab0ut 7:30 t0 10:00 pm. hehe! wLa nman kme gnwa mxad0 du but it was stiLL fun. my cuz enj0yed it! haha! then after that, we went h0me na. Lhat kme pag0d, my friend was aLready sLeepy whiLe we were 0n the ride h0me s0 nung andun na kme derech0 xa sa hauz niLa. haha! kme nmn ng cuz k0 eh umab0t pa ng mdaLing araw! haha! it's b'c0z im stiLL having a c0nv0 with my baby sa ceL k0. hehe! kaya ai0n! uhm..wLa nk0 msabe!

im sure this p0st w0n't have any c0mments. haha! c=

my baby

2005-04-11T22:03:00.000-07:00

i th0ught i had the gReatest famiLy eveR but i was wr0ng..n0w..my famiLy wiLL s0on be a br0ken famiLy. per0 i h0pe n0t but theRe aRe ReaLLy aLot 0f p0ssibiLities that that might c0me tRue. anyway, i d0n't wanna taLk ab0ut it. i wr0te this p0st 'c0z i wanna thank my baby..=)

baby c0h..thanx tLga sa Lhat ha! =)

i'm thanking him f0r aLways being theRe f0r me, especiaLLy this time. he was theRe t0 c0mf0rt me kahit na by text Lng..he was theRe t0 make me happy and he neveR Leaves me. he's sad when i'm sad. he's happy when i'm happy. sbe nga nia, he can't Laugh when he kn0ws i'm having a pr0bLem..he's thinking 0f a way 0n h0w t0 make me feeL happy again and i'd Like f0r him t0 kn0w that just heaRin' that 0r kn0win' that y0u'Re aLways theRe f0r me aLready makes me feeL happy.

he's the 0ne wh0 ReaLLy kn0ws me. he kn0ws aLL the pr0bLems i'm having. he's the 0ne wh0m i ReaLLy c0me t0 0r taLk t0 wheneveR i have a pr0bLem. it's b'c0z i'm m0re c0mf0rtabLe taLking t0 him. i feeL Like he can heLp me in whateveR pRobLem i have.

i'm s0 thankfuL t0 have him tLga! i dunn0 what i'm g0in' t0 d0 when i l0se him. i h0pe n0t! s0me 0f y0u may n0t Like him..but wh0 caRes db? hehe! baztah ak0..mahaL k0 xa. =)

iL0vey0ubabyc0h!

5th m0nthsaRy

2005-04-08T20:48:00.000-07:00

yipee! it's mah biRthday t0day! haha! i mean..

HAPPY 5TH MONTHSARY t0 me and my baby! =)

phew! we aLm0st br0ke up nga knina eh..haha! thank g0d d na natul0y! yay! haha! wLa bang babati jan?! haha! =)

mer0n ba?

2005-04-06T21:42:00.000-07:00

guys! 0pini0n uLet!

may pinagkaiba ba ang mahaLaga sa mahaL na mahaL?

c0mment p0 kei0! =)

tRue 0r n0t?

2005-04-05T20:07:00.000-07:00

hey ya'LL! hehe..La Lng..juz wanna shaRe a c0nveRsati0n i had with my fRiend which ReaLLy made me feeL abit happy..kiLigz..sh0cked. haha! =) we weRe c0unting the peopLe that had a cRush 0n us 0n 0uR neighb0rh0od..haha! and when it was my tuRn..i can't think 0f any except f0r my ex and my 0theR fRiends na aLam k0ng my cRush sken dati..haha! s0 ei0n..dit0 na Lumabas ei0n sh0cking tRuth..haha!

ak0: wLa nk0 maisip! haha!
geLine: hmm..c eny0ng! (a.k.a eugene)
ak0: huh?! an0?!
geLine: 0o! d m0 ba aLam binaLak niang manLigaw sai0?!
ak0: weehh..d nga? keLan?
geLine: bef0re pa maging kai0 uLet ni daLmie..(a.k.a fLint)
ak0: pan0 m0 nman nLaman?
geLine: ak0..cnbi nia skin un! kas0 Lang ntak0t daw xa s kuya nia..kasi sbe Raw ng kuya nia sknya eh "ny0ng, bLikan k0 kaya si deth2x?" sbe nia Raw.."0o! mganda nman..ikaw kasi eh! nagpapaniwaLa ka dyan kay mama!"..kaya ai0n..d na nia tinuLoy kasi bbLikan ka Raw ng kuya nia..
ak0: *smiLe* ganun..hehe!

s0 ai0n nga! i just dunn0 if geLine's teLLing the tRuth ab0ut this..per0 pRa sken pRang d t0t0o..ewan k0! per0 infaiRness..nging cRush k0 Rin si eugene ha! hehe! i Like his l0oks m0re than that 0f his br0theR..hehe..mas simpLe face nun eh..=) anyways! tRue 0r n0t..i d0n't caRe na! tgaL na ei0n eh! and i aLready have a b0yfRiend na ngai0n..haha! weLL..ayun Lng p0 f0r t0day! bye!

scaRy

2005-04-04T22:12:00.000-07:00

hey ya'LL! haven't p0sted f0r 2 days..didn't have time t0 buy inteRnet caRd kasi eh..hmm..nweiz..my paLm and fingeRs stiLL kinda huRts 'c0z i've just pLayed badmint0n.. =) uhm..nga pLa..i went t0 my baby's h0use uLet khap0n..^_~ it's his cuz's 1st biRthday..hehe! kuLetz nga eh..haha! ai0n..wLa Lng..hmm..ui guys! check this 0ut..just g0t this fr0m CheL's bl0g..this is ReaLLy scaRy..it's ab0ut a haunted Stitch d0ll..gRabeh my Stitch d0ll pa nman ak0! hehe..and whiLe i was Reading the updates..i was the 0nLy 0ne heRe and i'm feeLing abit scaRed and i keep 0n L0oking behind f0r i th0ught that the Stitch d0ll was behind me..l0lz! nwei..check it 0ut! cLick heRe

fLiRts

2005-04-01T18:22:00.000-08:00

haay! it's the fiRst day 0f apRiL..and it's apRiL f0oL's day! haha! anyway..kkpas0k k0 Lng ng bahay gLing sa Labas 'c0z inutusan ak0 eh..weLL..at the st0re, theRe's these tw0 giRLs wh0m me and my baRkada ReaLLy hate 'c0z they l0ok Like fLiRts and Let say "pampam" din siLa. we caLL them fLiRts and "pampam" 'c0z they keep 0n passing by eveRytime they see RommeL, theiR cRush, hanging 0ut with his fRiends 0utside. kung baga, nagpapapansin siLa nun db?! s0 ayun..and knina whiLe we weRe 0n the st0re i n0ticed that they weRe Laughing..i didn't kn0w why they weRe Laughing untiL i came back t0 the st0re t0 taLk t0 my fRiend ab0ut th0se tw0 fLirtati0us giRLs. weLL, my fRiend t0ld me that they weRe Laughing at me! and that ReaLLy pissed me 0ff. they said that "maputLa" daw ak0 'c0z 0f my skin c0mpLexi0n daw! 0h weLL..that just pr0ves that they'Re insecuRe 'c0z 0f my skin c0mpLexi0n..haha! didn't mean t0 bRag but that's what it means f0r me. tska kasi maitim din nman siLa eh..haha! weLL..i d0n't see any Reas0n why they sh0uLd Laugh dahiL Lang sa maputi ak0..i d0n't even think na maputi ak0! i have a faiR c0mpLexi0n per0 d ak0 maputi..kung maputi nk0 sa Lagay na t0h eh pan0h pa c daLmie 0r c kRisteLLe 0r c anjeL..an0 na tawag skniLa db?! when i knew that..i was Like "what?" sabay tawa. kasi nman n0h..pRang ang buLag nman niLa pRa sbhing ang putLa k0..d nman ak0 namumutLa as in un namumutLa..hindi! haay nk0! th0se giRLs tLga! d baLe..the next time i see them 0utside i might c0nfr0nt them and ask what's theiR pr0bLem ab0ut me. y0k0 kasi ng ginagan0n ak0 eh..kung baga..backstabbeR cLa..kung keLan ak0 umaLis tska niLa sinabi y0n..mas maganda sana kung sa haRap k0 nLng sinabi db? eh kung siLa nga eh..kami na mism0 nagsasabi skniLa na fLiRts cLa eh..ba't siLa d niLa magawa?! kaasaR siLa! twanan ba nman ak0..hmp! anyway..inggit Lang yan..haha! i'm n0t being b0astfuL heRe ha! i'm just teLLing ya'LL what i feeL..s0 ai0n..hmm..weLL..that's aLL f0r n0w! bye! =)

"the" fiRst ReLati0nship

2005-03-31T19:53:00.000-08:00

guys..just th0ught ab0ut s0mething..and i wanna get y0uR 0pini0n ab0ut this 0ne..hmm..

Let's say that y0u'Re in a ReLati0nship..fr0m the fiRst m0ment y0u have bec0me b0yfRiend and giRLfRiend, y0u g0t s0 happy y0u ReaLLy feLt inLove with him/heR..Let's say he's/she's y0uR fiRst bf/gf..the b0th 0f y0u spent time t0getheR..b0th being caRefRee and happy ab0ut y0uR ReLati0nship..but then afteR a few days 0r weeks..the l0ve y0u had f0r that b0y/girL suddenLy faded..y0u d0n't l0ve him/heR anym0re..y0u d0n't kn0w h0w t0 teLL him/heR what y0u ReaLLy feeL ab0ut him/heR n0w 'c0z y0u d0n't want t0 huRt his/heR feeLings..y0u keep 0n teLLing him/heR Lies. y0u keep 0n sh0wing him/heR that y0u caRe even th0ugh y0u ReaLLy d0nt..y0u keep 0n making excuses just t0 av0id speaking t0 him/heR..n0w, d0 y0u think that it's ReaLLy the Right thing t0 d0? if y0u'Re in that situati0n..what wiLL y0u d0?

i just h0pe s0meb0dy Leaves me a c0mment ab0ut this.. =)

my day

2005-03-31T18:30:00.000-08:00

thank g0d..bl0ggeR is n0w w0rking..i didn't make any p0st yesteRday 'c0z bl0ggeR is having difficuLties and was undeR c0nstRucti0n.. ai0n..hmm..anyway, n0thing speciaL happened t0day. just spent the day at h0me watching t.v. sh0ws and m0vies..texting..eating whiLe Lying 0n the bed..guess i'm just t0o Lazy t0 d0 s0me ch0res ar0und heRe..haha! hmm..i d0n't have anything t0 say right n0w..s0 i guess i'LL be back LateR..i'LL tRy t0 p0st new stuffs..aLright?..bye!

nice day

2005-03-29T22:50:00.000-08:00

hmm..weLL..t0day, i've exeRted aLot 0f eff0rt in d0ing this bl0g..hehe! g0sh! it's x0 haRd..kaLit0! haha! nwei..Let's see what happened t0 me t0day..hmm..weLL..i've been with my fRiends aLL day..we t0ld each 0theR st0ries 0n diffeRent t0pics..we ate diffeRent kinds 0f f0od..we pLayed badmint0n..we hung 0ut 0utside..the usuaL things that "barkadas" d0..nga pLa..nkita k0 c "f0uRth"! haha! khuLet nga nia eh..my fRiend t0ld me that whiLe we weRe pLayin' badmint0n..he and kaRLo passed by and when he was beside me..he was tRyin' t0 snatch my attenti0n, d0ing siLLy things..but i was "manhid" nga eh..haha! i didn't even n0tice him d0ing th0se things beside me! haha! but i heaRd him Laugh bef0re he Left..hehe! g0shy..haha! khuLetz! hmm..Lam ni0 Rin ba..i aLs0 dReamt ab0ut him..but i'm n0t g0nna teLL what happened in my dReams! harhar! per0 it's n0thing speciaL nman..prang wLa Lng but stiLL i aint speaking..haha! hmm..nwei..guess that's aLL! see yah 0n my next p0st nLngz! byeRz! =)

new bl0g!

2005-03-29T19:04:00.000-08:00

hieRz peepz! weLL..as y0u see i have a new bl0g..hehe! i didn't Like my f0rmeR bl0g that's why i made a new 0ne..with a cute Lay-0ut..^_~ hihi..nweiz..h0pe ya'LL Like it! =)